Thursday 9/4/14
Work was fairly productive. Tomorrow should be fine. I'm going to clean the fridge/freezer in the breakroom. I put up notice that everyone has to get rid of their stuff or label it. Everything else I'm throwing in the trash. It'll be great, lol.
Grabbed Taco Bell on my way home for dinner.
class was fine. Super boring. She's unorganized. It bothers me. Whatever. Gunna bring my school stuff to work and hopefully get it started tomorrow. That's easier.
Felt okay today till now. Just saw an actress on a lifetime movie commercial from the show we used to watch with his friends. That they're all still watching without me I'm sure. Wish I could tell them she's in this movie. But whatever.
Tomorrow night I need to do laundry. And then sort clothes. I'm going to get rid of all the shirts he got me, and the little Pop figures (Tyrion and Leia). I just want them all gone. A full purge.
Also I've been thinking of doing something with the diamonds from my engagement ring from Jack. It has three lovely small diamonds. Obviously I don't want to wear the ring again, and I don't want to get rid of it. Maybe I could have the diamonds made into a necklace or something. I should take it to a jeweler to get appraised. I know it's only worth a few hundred bucks. But I love it and don't want to get rid of it. I just texted Jack to ask if that's okay, though he doesn't really have a say. The ring is mine. Guess I'll ask mom what she thinks I could do with them, and look for a jeweler in the area. I haven't looked at the ring in months. I miss wearing it, I loved wearing a diamond ring. I was really hoping I would get to again shortly. But that was not in the cards sadly. I secretly always hoped he would ask me on Christmas, I would love that, that would make me so insanely happy. Best Christmas gift ever. Just not in the cards for me,
Gosh they are smaller than I remember. But I love my little ring, only diamonds I've ever owned and probably will for a very long time. I want to make them into something that makes me happy. I'll see if my mom has any other stones I could make into a ring with them. That would be nice. I've got a ruby ring that is so small it barely fits on my pinky from my great aunt. I hope it's a ruby at least. Hmm. Gotta ask my mom.
Zzzquil kicking in. Sleepy times.
xoxo
Grabbed Taco Bell on my way home for dinner.
class was fine. Super boring. She's unorganized. It bothers me. Whatever. Gunna bring my school stuff to work and hopefully get it started tomorrow. That's easier.
Felt okay today till now. Just saw an actress on a lifetime movie commercial from the show we used to watch with his friends. That they're all still watching without me I'm sure. Wish I could tell them she's in this movie. But whatever.
Tomorrow night I need to do laundry. And then sort clothes. I'm going to get rid of all the shirts he got me, and the little Pop figures (Tyrion and Leia). I just want them all gone. A full purge.
Also I've been thinking of doing something with the diamonds from my engagement ring from Jack. It has three lovely small diamonds. Obviously I don't want to wear the ring again, and I don't want to get rid of it. Maybe I could have the diamonds made into a necklace or something. I should take it to a jeweler to get appraised. I know it's only worth a few hundred bucks. But I love it and don't want to get rid of it. I just texted Jack to ask if that's okay, though he doesn't really have a say. The ring is mine. Guess I'll ask mom what she thinks I could do with them, and look for a jeweler in the area. I haven't looked at the ring in months. I miss wearing it, I loved wearing a diamond ring. I was really hoping I would get to again shortly. But that was not in the cards sadly. I secretly always hoped he would ask me on Christmas, I would love that, that would make me so insanely happy. Best Christmas gift ever. Just not in the cards for me,
Gosh they are smaller than I remember. But I love my little ring, only diamonds I've ever owned and probably will for a very long time. I want to make them into something that makes me happy. I'll see if my mom has any other stones I could make into a ring with them. That would be nice. I've got a ruby ring that is so small it barely fits on my pinky from my great aunt. I hope it's a ruby at least. Hmm. Gotta ask my mom.
Zzzquil kicking in. Sleepy times.
xoxo