Wednesday 8/27/2014
First day at work after my huge project. It went okay. Puttered around. Got signed up for the Notary class. I'm going to become the notary public for the company, they're paying for everything. Plus I can do the notary thing outside of work and charge for that. Might as well. I let a few of the shorthanded managers know that I'm available to help, so they each had me do a few little short tasks. Hopefully they keep giving me stuff. Printed out the Notary handbook so I can start going through that and highlighting stuff.
Ran a ton of errands with mom.
Got caught by the super fucking hot Greenpeace guy outside Trader Joes. He coulda sold ice to an Eskimo. And was insanely hot. He tried damn hard, but they want a monthly commitment and that's a lot of money. But man was he cute as shit. Woowee.
Got another new bra at Target. So now I have a black and a tan one in my new size. Wooooo!
Now I really need to sort my bras. I have wayyyyy too many. Holy crap.
Start school tomorrow night. Gunna have to get home from work, change, eat, and get my binder together and then go. All in like 30 mins. Yikes. It'll be weird to go to school again. Weird weird weird.
I've got to start trying to be more positive. My nature is to be so negative. So so negative. I've spent the last year working on being more positive (with his encouragement of course, but I've always known I needed to work on it). I'm trying not to lose sight of all the positivity I learned.
But it's like trying to swim upstream against raging rapids. Fight and fight and fight and I feel like I go nowhere.
But I guess I have to keep trying to stay positive.
I ordered a bracelet on Etsy that says Just Keep Swimming. So until I get my tattoo I'll wear it 24/7 to remind myself. I gotta check if she shipped it yet. Hope it comes soon. I like having the reminder right there. On my wrist. Can't wait for that tattoo. Once I get through all this and feel levelheaded again, I'll go get it.
I gotta just keep swimming.
Gunna watch the end of The Internship, play on the iPad and go to sleep.
Xoxo