Tuesday 8/26/2014
Had my last therapy appointment. It was emotional. I don't feel that great. Nothing is really progressing. So I don't know if I want to look for a new therapist (Annie's residency is over), or not bother. I like going and it makes me feel like I'm being proactive about myself, but I don't think there's really anything I am getting out of it that I don't already know are things I need to work on. And I just cry through the appointment. Which isn't terribly productive. I do enough of that at home.
Finished up my huge project at work.
Spent the afternoon texting with Jenee. We live far apart but I adore her. She's such a good friend.
Really far apart :x
I'm almost done with Psych so I switched to watching Sister Wives, lol. Guilty pleasure.
Came home and had a skype date with Jem to watch the new Doctor Who episode.
We're super attractive.
I liked the episode. I think Capaldi will bring something really new and fun to the doctor. I'm excited for it. This is the first real "new" season I've been watching live after catching up on the whole series. So that's fun.
Had dinner. Did laundry. Watched some shows.
My friend Zoe texted me that she and her boyfriend broke up. For basically the same reasons as I'm going through. So we've been texting all night long, bitching and sympathizing.
She just sent me this.
So fucking true.
I don't even know if that guy exists. I'm afraid he doesn't.
I posted that on Facebook/Instagram anyway, with full knowledge that he and all his friends will see it. Ha.
Cute kitties.
It's warm tonight and I just folded a bunch of hot laundry. Ew.
We've been watching Face Off all night. Cool show about makeup. They did a Wizard of Oz/Wonderland mashup that's super cool!
Guess I gotta to into work tomorrow and try to be as positive as possible. My first day in weeks back to my normal work routine. Which is basically sitting at my desk alone for 8 hours. Really unhappy about it, but I gotta do it. I'm hoping people will have stuff I can help them with. I need to start talking to Heather again about applying at Google. And look into other big companies on my own. I need something new and challenging, and with people my own age. I don't have anyone I can really connect with at work, and I need to be around people I can better connect with. So work isn't so miserable. Trying to be positive is hard.
Nighty night
Xoxo