Sep 04, 2005 22:25
soo yeah yesterday ou lost to tcu which is the best thing that could happen!!!! but eah went to the ut game after we ate at hills. i love working there!now im just chillin at the lake hanging with my family. i came out here to get away from austin. but yeah. my life sucks. my parents think that my crohns might act up and u know what i dont care i seriously dont. i cant prevent it from happening soo if it happens it happens. anthony is stupid. atleast to me. he got back with his ex. she cheated on him like 3 times and he wants to get back with her? why? she knows she can get away with it and shes goin to do it again. seriously... im "grounded" cuz i called my mom a bitch which i didnt. but hell props for if i really did cuz she is one. all i want to do is drink and get wasted. i have found myself today crying my eyes out just wanting to call cody to hear his voice and hear him say its goin to be ok cuz thats what im use to. now its not there! and i dono what to do! but yeah the Ut game was awesome. went with jp chelsy and serg. that was cool i got a new shirt. oh me and hannah went shopping. we really should have but we did. i got 2 shirts and a pair of sweats i cant wait to waer. but yeah i might go on a walk and smoke a cig. if jps goin home tonight i might just drive back home and drink a beer and crash or i might crash here dont know yet! ill talk to ya later im goin to read fitts famous blog because he might have some words of wisdom!oh ad i need to get laid!!!!!!!!!