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[jeely_kly]

Okay...my life sucks. I know that, but I have now accepted the fact that a lot of it is my fault. I put myself into bad situations, I screw things up, and I don't TRY. It's possible that I'm afraid to try. I'm afraid of failing, being rejected, afraid of making the wrong decisions, afraid of the responsibilities that come with it all. It's

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[whatnotsuchect]

Hey Tab, we all feel like that sometimes, that we're just not capable of making the right decisions at all, like we need someone there to show us the right way, to keep us from making mistakes. But if we never made those mistakes, we'd never learn from them, and we'd never appreciate life the way we were meant to, ya know? Things will come together, and I know that sounds too good to be true, but they will, when they're meant to. Read my lj. There's a big thing on fear in it. I think it will help you. As for the feeling sigficant thing, here's a quote one of my friends once told me:

Somewhere there's someone who thinks of your smile,
And finds in your presence that life is worthwhile,
So when you're lonely remember its true,
Somebody somewhere is thinking of you.

You will find what you're looking for, you just have to be patient. God has a plan and his will be done, no matter what. We all fall and we all stumble, but we are never alone, he is always there. It seems so strange to me that just when I give up on God, when I think I couldn't care less, he draws me back, and its almost as if I can feel him wrap his arms around me and say, "My child, you're okay, you're home, and I love you". He loves you Tabatha, more than anyone ever could. He can be your everything if you'll let him. I know because he has been mine for close to nine years now. That's not to say that you won't have those days when you feel like giving up, because you will. You will hurt and you will cry, but you won't give up. He won't let you.

I love you Tab. You know that I am here for you whenever you need me. Things will work out.