A Case Study of the Structure and Function of the Boytoy

Dec 12, 2011 10:16

Bandom, R, ~10,300 words. Amanda Fucking Palmer/Mikey Fuckin' Way (+ Mikey/Alicia). Warnings: hardcore consensual objectification, domestic service, sub-sharing, accidental (non-sex-related) injury. Written for bandgirlsbang. Thanks to dear_monday for the beta.

Please check out iamsupernova's art and halfeatenmoon's mix for this fic!

He doesn't just want the depersonalization of being seen as an object, he wants the functionality. It turns him on not only to be used, but to be used for a purpose. )

fic, bandom, kinky, mikey, amanda fucking palmer, het

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verbyna December 12 2011, 19:14:56 UTC
I don't even know where to start. Ok, so you know how I squeed and flailed at you about this fic while you were writing? And the fixing-with-glue thing has been haunting me for months? Well, ALL THE STUFF I TOLD YOU STILL STANDS (<333), but now that I'm freaking the fuck out over my own paper, I predict I will reread this another dozen times in the following months. God, academia, how so stressful? >.< Alicia and Amanda's solution is clearly the way to go.

P.S.: I love that you mentioned the Mountain Goats' Dilaudid in the story.
P.P.S.: You wrote kink longfic that revolves around science and AFP. I love you, you know that, right?

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jedusaur December 12 2011, 19:49:49 UTC
ty bb ty ♥

CLEARLY you should find yourself a Mikey. You should probably get one that can cook, though. :P

(I found that song through you!)

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draconic_girl December 12 2011, 21:01:51 UTC
Loved this...

except now I am also thinking about independent and dependent variables and freaking out about research /o\

But yeah, really enjoyed this :)

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jedusaur December 12 2011, 21:28:39 UTC
Thank you!

Heh, my beta commented that it sounded like Amanda's academic woes had a basis in experience. Yeah, some people are going to read this and know exactly what I'm talking about. :P

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jedusaur December 12 2011, 21:31:32 UTC
AHAHAHAHA I JUST NOTICED YOUR ICON. AHAHAHAHAHA. My phone offers "Mikey" as an autocomplete option at the beginning of a sentence before I have typed any actual letters. >.>

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draconic_girl December 12 2011, 21:52:20 UTC
Heh, it's kind of awesome :D Got it from here.

And yeah, I was just (hysterically) laughing about the variable thing thinking "yeah, I don't need a warning for kink or such nowadays...just for GRAPHIC description of research..." :P

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amisophe December 12 2011, 21:27:07 UTC
oh my god, I don't think I've ever read something like this and it's fascinating. I love how this is some really hardcore kink, and it just feels comfortable more than anything. And dear Amanda Palmer, grad student: I feel for you.

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jedusaur December 12 2011, 21:34:43 UTC
I don't think I've ever read something like this

Best compliment ever! :D

I'm really glad it felt comfortable to you. I try to do that in my kinky fics--it can be tough to make that realistic, but I really worked hard on it in this one, and I'm pleased it came through for you. Thanks for commenting!

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girlmarauders December 12 2011, 21:40:00 UTC
Best. thing. ever.

So clever and all the characters are obviously super smart and aware of their choices. I loved the small insights we get into Mikey as a character, no matter how much he doesn't want to be one. I loved him liking it for being functional, for having a purpose for someone else.

Such a fantastic concept, executed wonderfully and really fucking hot too!

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jedusaur December 12 2011, 21:46:04 UTC
I loved the small insights we get into Mikey as a character, no matter how much he doesn't want to be one

Oh man, beautifully put. I wish I'd had that sentence as conceptual framework while I was writing this--it sums up exactly what I wanted his character to be. Thank you so much. :D

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x_dark_siren_x December 12 2011, 22:01:22 UTC
Well, damn.

That's - pretty much all I'm currently capable of. I also said it out loud. I mean, my mind is a whirl of points and thoughts and details - seriously, I have feelings about this kink. Obviously positive ones, and a strange sort of disassociation that I've never really quite got my head around so far, but I really, really enjoyed this. It was so complex and interesting, but what I really liked - what was possibly my favourite part - was that the difficult stuff, the complexities, they didn't revolve around having Mikey at all. That, at it's bare bones, was pretty simple, compared to Amanda's research (fascinating, by the way, and definitely something I could see AFP herself being into).

I promise that if I ever do get my head sorted out about this, I'll let you know. But it is definitely something unique, and something I really enjoyed. :D (Also, do I detect Coin Operated Boy lyrics?)

I really need an AFP icon. Have a Zoid instead. I nearly went with Mikey, because I'm starting to think every girl needs a ( ... )

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jedusaur December 12 2011, 22:12:15 UTC
I'm glad to have gotten you thinking! Writing this fic definitely stirred up some new thoughts for me. If you figure out anything else you'd like to say about it, I'd be excited to hear more. I'm happy to hear that you liked the research, too--I spent a lot of time working on it.

The Coin-Operated Boy thing was actually entirely accidental. This fic was originally conceived as Mikey/Pete, with Gabe in Alicia's role. I came back to the idea when I started thinking about what to do for bandgirlsbang, and I'd always wanted to write Amanda/Mikey just so I could list the pairing as Amanda Fucking Palmer/Mikey Fuckin' Way. It was only after I decided to write this that I realized how well it fit with that song. I thought about using lyrics from it for the title, but that seemed too obvious, despite the fact that the parallels were unintentional. XD

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