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Title: The frozen heart has gone
Type: one-shot
Genre: angst, romance
Paring: Yamachii
Rate: NC 17
Sum:
Life is cruel to someone.
Especially Chinen Yuri, a 18 year old boy, who lost his parents in a car accident, his house was appropriated by his uncle too. He became homeless and had to work to earn his own living. One winter night, he was cold and starve without a single coin so he decided to do something he never thought before to save his life, sold his body for money. and his customer was a rich and arrogant man named Yamada Ryosuke.
It was one winter evening, and Christmas almost came. Snow fell along the crowded street, people headed toward their own home, sitting on the sofa, enjoying a glass of red wine beside their beloved one. Love makes winter warmer and because of winter people come closer together. Winter is a season of love, right. We can hate the cold weather but we enjoy the warmth of love under the heavy snow.
But to a particular boy, he never hated winter as much as he did at the moment. Yes, Chinen Yuri used to love winter but it was before his parents' death. When his parents were alive, he never failed to feel the love and care, he can live happily as other children without worrying about tomorrow. But Yuri was always a good kid. His cleverness and cuteness could make anyone fall in love immediately with him. He tried hard to make his parents proud of him. After every effort he has made, Yuri still wondered why life was cruel toward him. He lost his parents at the age of 17, after a car accident took away his parents' life and almost his life. Yes, almost, because by a miracle, Yuri survived after their car crashed into a lorry. But somehow Chinen wished he can die at that time so he could go with his parents and didn't have to take the pain as he was feeling now. ''If only these doctors hadn't saved my life. How can I live alone in this world without love and being loved. Do they know how painful it is to live, knowing that you are not loved be anyone, just you lonely face the cruel world.'' He cried, again silently in the cold weather. He didn't how many times he cried. It was just too much to take. Here no one would care for him, no one here to make him feel the warmth and security.
A frozen night ...
A frozen heart ...
And broken tears...
Yuri got out of the club which he was working for at 10 pm. It was really cold outside and he had only a thin overcoat to cover his small body. Moreover he was terribly hungry coz he hadn't eaten anything for 2 days. He put his bare hand in the pocket, trying to get his luck to find a note of money, ironically he found nothing but a cigarette. He stopped in front of the cross, didn't know where to go. Yes, his uncle had taken his house, and kicked him out of his home right after his parents' funeral. He wondered why money can make people deny their own blood, but he can't do nothing even hire a lawyer because he didn't have a single coin and had no one out there to support him. So now he was homeless, looked miserable like a beggar.Yuri used to sleep everywhere he could manage such as a parking car plot, a bus stop or sometime his night club he was working for. But today was cold so he needed to find a warm place to hide or else he would die in the cold. That he didn't want. He can die but in other way not shameful and miserable like that. He had managed to survive in the terrible accident and now died meaningless in the cold weather just because he had nowhere to go.
Suddenly his eyes caught sight of some sexy woman on the other side of the road, they just wore thin and short clothes though air was almost frozen. Their faces were covered by cosmetics and they tried hard to seduce any seen-to-be-rich man pass by. Yuri knew these bitchy, he used to look down on them but now was different, he was as miserable as them or even more. All of sudden, something hit his mind, something which never crossed his mind. Why he didn't do what they did. Yes, a bitch, and he could sell his body for money. He know life was cruel to him but he can thank him at least for now for making him a beautiful creature, maybe he was too pretty to be a boy. He owned face and body that many men longed for, even he could make them aroused more than see a sexy girl. That why he was always be bullied but fortunately he always managed to escape those lustful eyes staring at him. Yes Chinen knew he could do much better than those women, just go there and wait for a rich man come, and he come with him, give him what he wants and Yuri could have money to survive. It was so dirty-cheap, but Yuri had no choice, it was the only to help him survive, that's all he needed.
So he stepped toward the road side, unbuttoned his collar despite the fact that he could feel deadly cold. He just stood there, trying to think of what to do next. Then a luxurious black limo pulled out right in front of him, shocking him a lot. Before he could react, all those girls rushed toward the car, competing to get the promising guest. Yuri shook his head, maybe he could try his luck next time. But before he turned his face away. The car door opened, some guards roughly pushed those excited women away. And not long after, a man in luxurious vest got off. Again, Yuri's jaw dropped, he was amazed by the handsome appearance of the man, he had a long eyelashes, browned hair, perfect cheeks and sexy lips. No wonder those women have gone crazy as soon as he appeared. But what made him surprised more was that this beautiful man ignored all those girls and stepped toward him. Before he could realize the man had already stood in front of him, looking him from up to down and then smirked at him.
"How much do you want?"
"Excuse, sir" Yuri got his soul back and looked at the man attractive eyes.
"I ask how much do you want so that I can have you tonight.?" he whispered seductively at Yuri's ears. Yuri's eyes went wider, and he can stop his heart from beating faster. Why?
"I...did... I mean I cost a great deal. Make sure you can afford." He tried to get his last pride. The man chucked at his word before pulling his lips closer to Yuri's ears until it touched his skin.
"Sure I could give you as much as you want. So now just give me your body."
Chinen nodded weakly. Now he knew his pride has lost.
As fast as he could react, he man took his hand and pulled him toward his limo. he pushed him a bit roughly into the car then got into and closed the door. He told the driver to head toward the nearest hotel before turned his face to the one who was sitting nervously on the seat, with his hand hold tightly at his pants.
He chucked again at his cuteness.
"So you are a newcomer, aren't u?"
Chinen didn't know how to react, so he just kept silent with red face.
"Don't worry since it is your first time I will be gentle with you." He moved his lips closer to Yuri until their lips met, they kissed. Their first kiss, it started lightly before becoming hotter and hotter when the man kept ravishing his pink cute lips again and again.
"You...sir" Yuri tried to speak in the kiss.
"Called me... Ryosuke. Yamada Ryosuke is my name."
"I'm Chinen Yuri."
" Your name is cute too" Ryosuke mumbled on his lips. He tightened the grip on his tiny waist the shoved his tongue into Chinen's mouth forcefully. Firstly, Yuri got surprised, this was new to him. He never felt such a sensation before, just too hot to receive so he tried to push Yamada's tongue out by his cute tiny muscle,but it only made the man more aggressive. The kiss went deeper and wetter, mixing their saliva and when Yuri found it hard to breathe, he collected all his energy to pull the man away from his body.
"St..op.. I need... t..o breathe.." He tried to get air to his lunch.
" You taste great. Now I want more for the game."
Before Chinen had a chance to fight back. The limo had stop in front of a luxurious hotel. Yamada quickly took his hand and dragged him out of the car toward the hotel. He pressed the elevator and quickly got inside. It seemes the hot kisses earlier had made him aroused more than ever, Chinen had no choice but to follow him, he tried to convince himself that he do it to make his life last longer.
Then they got into the hotel. Yuri's jaw dropped when he realized how luxury the room was. He had never seen such a beautiful place in his life. Tonight must be an eventful night to him, and he could do it in such place. But he had no time to admire the room's luxury. Yamda immediately pushed his body onto the huge comfortable bed covered by lots of pillows. He stared at him with eyes full of lust before kissed him again, this time more powerful. Chinen can't do anything but closed his eyes and enjoyed it too. He can't feel Yamada fingers opened his shirt buttons one by one, while other caressed it over and over ...
Outside was cold but the temperature in the bed was really high those both boys had nothing attached to the skin, it became hotter and hotter when their skin touched, and the little boy can feel the older's tongue lick all over his body, sucking hungrily his sensitive parts...
Satisfied with this, he made the game more pleasure by rubbing his already hard member into Chnen's hole. He pulled his head down, making it wet with his skillful tongue before moving onto the squirrel, kissed him lips for nth times this night.
"Are u ready for something new ?"
The little boy nodded weakly.
Then Yamada put his thing into the hole in one thrust, making the boy screamed out loud but hold back as felt Yamada's lips on his neck again. The pain had gone and pleasure replaced, Yuri can stop his moan echoed the huge room. The night was silent, only their heavy breath and loudly moan could be heard. Yamada can't stop himseft from thrusting again and again into the small one's prostate. It felt so much pleasure.
" You know..." He whispered by Yuri's ears, stopped to lick his earlobe. " playing with you is much funnier than with other girls."
"What are you talking about?"
"It is what you want, right, and you sold your body for this."
"" How do you know I want that?" Chinen frowned, holding his moan.
"Because you are the same with those bitch I have ever played with.''
This sentences made his heart broken into pieces. Holding his pain he just looked away.
"Sorry"
"No it's my fault" Chinen replied bitterly." You're right, just continue."
Yamada stared at the disappointed one under him for a while before thrusting again.
Morning when the little boy woke up, sensing the bright sunshine through the huge glass window. His hand moved to other side but touched nothing but the empty blanket. He tried to sit up, feeling burning at his butt and the memories of last night rushed back. "I must crazy that time".
By lots of effort, he stood up and graped his clothes scattered on the floor. His eyes caught an envelop and a paper besides.
"This is the money I promise. Hope it won't make u disappointed. Thank for last night, I had a great fun. I put breakfast on the bar for you, eat them when you wake up, I have work so I had to go earlier and I also put my card on the envelop so call me when you wake up to. WE NEED TO TALK."
Chinen stopped for a while before remembered what Yamada said last night. He felt hurt again. It sounded crazy but It seemed that the liitle boy fell in love with his customer for the first time he saw him.Just beside him made the boy feel warm and loved, no more lonely. But to him, he was nothing more than a bitch, dirty and miserable to sell himselt for jam. The fact made his heart swollen more and tears fell on his face like rain. It is true that no one in this world really love him, they just play around with him. Even he loves soneone, he just considered him like a toy no more.He crumpled the paper in his hand and took his leaving without taking the envelop with him.
It was 3 days since the day Chinen met that Yamada, his life had no change, again aimless, having no meaning inside. Maybe his life is worthless, no one love and care for him, just him alone.
It was 11 p.m when he finished his job and was about to go home. Suddenly a group of unknown men came toward him.
"You're Chinen?"
"Yes, I am. What 's wrong?" Before he knew what came next a hard punch hit his face made him fall to the ground.
"What?" He groan in pain.
"So you're the slut that works for this club. You're just a slut, who sold your body for money. How dare you to be pround of yourself in front of us. Such a low-life. Let us teach you a lesson.''
Chinen screamed out loud as those men threw punch and kicked him, they teared away his clothes. He tried to call for help but he knew it would not work, no one would come to help him.
Suddenly he heard someone's voice. Those kicks were stopped, someone was hitting and kicking those man, but he was too weak to open his eyes.
"Yuri" His heart felt sting. He knew that voice, that voice he always wished to hear again for 3 days.
This man took his jacket covered his blood body gently and brought him bridal style up.
Yuri felt tears fall on his cheeks. But it was not his.
"I am sorry, I should have come earlier. And I'm sorry for what I said that night, but I didn't mean it Yuri. Beleive me. I was just taken controlled by lust and saying such stupid thing. But actually I fall in love with u the moment saw you but I don't know how to show it. And before I have a chance, when I came back the hotel you had left, not leaving anything to let me know who you are. I have searched for 3 days and now I find you. I hope it not late to say I LOVE YOU."
Chinen smiled. This was the first time he felt such happy. His tears fell too, mixed with his blood, his moved his head toward the man chest, resting against it. Now he felt love again. They hugged each other tight under the snow sky.
The frozen heart has gone...
Sorry for making it so long. This will be one of my last fic before I take a break, and i will update " Stupid in love" too,
maybe at weekend.
After that I will take a break but I still want to continue "Attached", so I need someone to help me with this. Someone can help me write this, I will provide the plot, of course, and I need someone can write "smut" scene too because it includes in the fic. thank again and comments are loved
Type: one-shot
Genre: angst, romance
Paring: Yamachii
Rate: NC 17
Sum:
Life is cruel to someone.
Especially Chinen Yuri, a 18 year old boy, who lost his parents in a car accident, his house was appropriated by his uncle too. He became homeless and had to work to earn his own living. One winter night, he was cold and starve without a single coin so he decided to do something he never thought before to save his life, sold his body for money. and his customer was a rich and arrogant man named Yamada Ryosuke.
It was one winter evening, and Christmas almost came. Snow fell along the crowded street, people headed toward their own home, sitting on the sofa, enjoying a glass of red wine beside their beloved one. Love makes winter warmer and because of winter people come closer together. Winter is a season of love, right. We can hate the cold weather but we enjoy the warmth of love under the heavy snow.
But to a particular boy, he never hated winter as much as he did at the moment. Yes, Chinen Yuri used to love winter but it was before his parents' death. When his parents were alive, he never failed to feel the love and care, he can live happily as other children without worrying about tomorrow. But Yuri was always a good kid. His cleverness and cuteness could make anyone fall in love immediately with him. He tried hard to make his parents proud of him. After every effort he has made, Yuri still wondered why life was cruel toward him. He lost his parents at the age of 17, after a car accident took away his parents' life and almost his life. Yes, almost, because by a miracle, Yuri survived after their car crashed into a lorry. But somehow Chinen wished he can die at that time so he could go with his parents and didn't have to take the pain as he was feeling now. ''If only these doctors hadn't saved my life. How can I live alone in this world without love and being loved. Do they know how painful it is to live, knowing that you are not loved be anyone, just you lonely face the cruel world.'' He cried, again silently in the cold weather. He didn't how many times he cried. It was just too much to take. Here no one would care for him, no one here to make him feel the warmth and security.
A frozen night ...
A frozen heart ...
And broken tears...
Yuri got out of the club which he was working for at 10 pm. It was really cold outside and he had only a thin overcoat to cover his small body. Moreover he was terribly hungry coz he hadn't eaten anything for 2 days. He put his bare hand in the pocket, trying to get his luck to find a note of money, ironically he found nothing but a cigarette. He stopped in front of the cross, didn't know where to go. Yes, his uncle had taken his house, and kicked him out of his home right after his parents' funeral. He wondered why money can make people deny their own blood, but he can't do nothing even hire a lawyer because he didn't have a single coin and had no one out there to support him. So now he was homeless, looked miserable like a beggar.Yuri used to sleep everywhere he could manage such as a parking car plot, a bus stop or sometime his night club he was working for. But today was cold so he needed to find a warm place to hide or else he would die in the cold. That he didn't want. He can die but in other way not shameful and miserable like that. He had managed to survive in the terrible accident and now died meaningless in the cold weather just because he had nowhere to go.
Suddenly his eyes caught sight of some sexy woman on the other side of the road, they just wore thin and short clothes though air was almost frozen. Their faces were covered by cosmetics and they tried hard to seduce any seen-to-be-rich man pass by. Yuri knew these bitchy, he used to look down on them but now was different, he was as miserable as them or even more. All of sudden, something hit his mind, something which never crossed his mind. Why he didn't do what they did. Yes, a bitch, and he could sell his body for money. He know life was cruel to him but he can thank him at least for now for making him a beautiful creature, maybe he was too pretty to be a boy. He owned face and body that many men longed for, even he could make them aroused more than see a sexy girl. That why he was always be bullied but fortunately he always managed to escape those lustful eyes staring at him. Yes Chinen knew he could do much better than those women, just go there and wait for a rich man come, and he come with him, give him what he wants and Yuri could have money to survive. It was so dirty-cheap, but Yuri had no choice, it was the only to help him survive, that's all he needed.
So he stepped toward the road side, unbuttoned his collar despite the fact that he could feel deadly cold. He just stood there, trying to think of what to do next. Then a luxurious black limo pulled out right in front of him, shocking him a lot. Before he could react, all those girls rushed toward the car, competing to get the promising guest. Yuri shook his head, maybe he could try his luck next time. But before he turned his face away. The car door opened, some guards roughly pushed those excited women away. And not long after, a man in luxurious vest got off. Again, Yuri's jaw dropped, he was amazed by the handsome appearance of the man, he had a long eyelashes, browned hair, perfect cheeks and sexy lips. No wonder those women have gone crazy as soon as he appeared. But what made him surprised more was that this beautiful man ignored all those girls and stepped toward him. Before he could realize the man had already stood in front of him, looking him from up to down and then smirked at him.
"How much do you want?"
"Excuse, sir" Yuri got his soul back and looked at the man attractive eyes.
"I ask how much do you want so that I can have you tonight.?" he whispered seductively at Yuri's ears. Yuri's eyes went wider, and he can stop his heart from beating faster. Why?
"I...did... I mean I cost a great deal. Make sure you can afford." He tried to get his last pride. The man chucked at his word before pulling his lips closer to Yuri's ears until it touched his skin.
"Sure I could give you as much as you want. So now just give me your body."
Chinen nodded weakly. Now he knew his pride has lost.
As fast as he could react, he man took his hand and pulled him toward his limo. he pushed him a bit roughly into the car then got into and closed the door. He told the driver to head toward the nearest hotel before turned his face to the one who was sitting nervously on the seat, with his hand hold tightly at his pants.
He chucked again at his cuteness.
"So you are a newcomer, aren't u?"
Chinen didn't know how to react, so he just kept silent with red face.
"Don't worry since it is your first time I will be gentle with you." He moved his lips closer to Yuri until their lips met, they kissed. Their first kiss, it started lightly before becoming hotter and hotter when the man kept ravishing his pink cute lips again and again.
"You...sir" Yuri tried to speak in the kiss.
"Called me... Ryosuke. Yamada Ryosuke is my name."
"I'm Chinen Yuri."
" Your name is cute too" Ryosuke mumbled on his lips. He tightened the grip on his tiny waist the shoved his tongue into Chinen's mouth forcefully. Firstly, Yuri got surprised, this was new to him. He never felt such a sensation before, just too hot to receive so he tried to push Yamada's tongue out by his cute tiny muscle,but it only made the man more aggressive. The kiss went deeper and wetter, mixing their saliva and when Yuri found it hard to breathe, he collected all his energy to pull the man away from his body.
"St..op.. I need... t..o breathe.." He tried to get air to his lunch.
" You taste great. Now I want more for the game."
Before Chinen had a chance to fight back. The limo had stop in front of a luxurious hotel. Yamada quickly took his hand and dragged him out of the car toward the hotel. He pressed the elevator and quickly got inside. It seemes the hot kisses earlier had made him aroused more than ever, Chinen had no choice but to follow him, he tried to convince himself that he do it to make his life last longer.
Then they got into the hotel. Yuri's jaw dropped when he realized how luxury the room was. He had never seen such a beautiful place in his life. Tonight must be an eventful night to him, and he could do it in such place. But he had no time to admire the room's luxury. Yamda immediately pushed his body onto the huge comfortable bed covered by lots of pillows. He stared at him with eyes full of lust before kissed him again, this time more powerful. Chinen can't do anything but closed his eyes and enjoyed it too. He can't feel Yamada fingers opened his shirt buttons one by one, while other caressed it over and over ...
Outside was cold but the temperature in the bed was really high those both boys had nothing attached to the skin, it became hotter and hotter when their skin touched, and the little boy can feel the older's tongue lick all over his body, sucking hungrily his sensitive parts...
Satisfied with this, he made the game more pleasure by rubbing his already hard member into Chnen's hole. He pulled his head down, making it wet with his skillful tongue before moving onto the squirrel, kissed him lips for nth times this night.
"Are u ready for something new ?"
The little boy nodded weakly.
Then Yamada put his thing into the hole in one thrust, making the boy screamed out loud but hold back as felt Yamada's lips on his neck again. The pain had gone and pleasure replaced, Yuri can stop his moan echoed the huge room. The night was silent, only their heavy breath and loudly moan could be heard. Yamada can't stop himseft from thrusting again and again into the small one's prostate. It felt so much pleasure.
" You know..." He whispered by Yuri's ears, stopped to lick his earlobe. " playing with you is much funnier than with other girls."
"What are you talking about?"
"It is what you want, right, and you sold your body for this."
"" How do you know I want that?" Chinen frowned, holding his moan.
"Because you are the same with those bitch I have ever played with.''
This sentences made his heart broken into pieces. Holding his pain he just looked away.
"Sorry"
"No it's my fault" Chinen replied bitterly." You're right, just continue."
Yamada stared at the disappointed one under him for a while before thrusting again.
Morning when the little boy woke up, sensing the bright sunshine through the huge glass window. His hand moved to other side but touched nothing but the empty blanket. He tried to sit up, feeling burning at his butt and the memories of last night rushed back. "I must crazy that time".
By lots of effort, he stood up and graped his clothes scattered on the floor. His eyes caught an envelop and a paper besides.
"This is the money I promise. Hope it won't make u disappointed. Thank for last night, I had a great fun. I put breakfast on the bar for you, eat them when you wake up, I have work so I had to go earlier and I also put my card on the envelop so call me when you wake up to. WE NEED TO TALK."
Chinen stopped for a while before remembered what Yamada said last night. He felt hurt again. It sounded crazy but It seemed that the liitle boy fell in love with his customer for the first time he saw him.Just beside him made the boy feel warm and loved, no more lonely. But to him, he was nothing more than a bitch, dirty and miserable to sell himselt for jam. The fact made his heart swollen more and tears fell on his face like rain. It is true that no one in this world really love him, they just play around with him. Even he loves soneone, he just considered him like a toy no more.He crumpled the paper in his hand and took his leaving without taking the envelop with him.
It was 3 days since the day Chinen met that Yamada, his life had no change, again aimless, having no meaning inside. Maybe his life is worthless, no one love and care for him, just him alone.
It was 11 p.m when he finished his job and was about to go home. Suddenly a group of unknown men came toward him.
"You're Chinen?"
"Yes, I am. What 's wrong?" Before he knew what came next a hard punch hit his face made him fall to the ground.
"What?" He groan in pain.
"So you're the slut that works for this club. You're just a slut, who sold your body for money. How dare you to be pround of yourself in front of us. Such a low-life. Let us teach you a lesson.''
Chinen screamed out loud as those men threw punch and kicked him, they teared away his clothes. He tried to call for help but he knew it would not work, no one would come to help him.
Suddenly he heard someone's voice. Those kicks were stopped, someone was hitting and kicking those man, but he was too weak to open his eyes.
"Yuri" His heart felt sting. He knew that voice, that voice he always wished to hear again for 3 days.
This man took his jacket covered his blood body gently and brought him bridal style up.
Yuri felt tears fall on his cheeks. But it was not his.
"I am sorry, I should have come earlier. And I'm sorry for what I said that night, but I didn't mean it Yuri. Beleive me. I was just taken controlled by lust and saying such stupid thing. But actually I fall in love with u the moment saw you but I don't know how to show it. And before I have a chance, when I came back the hotel you had left, not leaving anything to let me know who you are. I have searched for 3 days and now I find you. I hope it not late to say I LOVE YOU."
Chinen smiled. This was the first time he felt such happy. His tears fell too, mixed with his blood, his moved his head toward the man chest, resting against it. Now he felt love again. They hugged each other tight under the snow sky.
The frozen heart has gone...
Sorry for making it so long. This will be one of my last fic before I take a break, and i will update " Stupid in love" too,
maybe at weekend.
After that I will take a break but I still want to continue "Attached", so I need someone to help me with this. Someone can help me write this, I will provide the plot, of course, and I need someone can write "smut" scene too because it includes in the fic. thank again and comments are loved