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[je_x_deteste]

I don't understand how I left California for so long I love it here I love everything about it. Especially the people! The last couple nights I've been in tracy and Dublin with a few new friends learning how to, as they call it, "rage" ever since then I've been back I've been surrounded by friends the whole time and they've all been such a positive influence I'm really for the 10th time considering going to school (most likely devry) and Im not gonna worry about the jobs being "outsourced" cause any type of school is better then none and it's kind of funny because it took someone who was cross faded and way drunk to get that through my head. As for my new years resolutions go I've been doing great on the whole losing weight thing. I've lost around 6 pounds now which isn't a great deal but I can defenitely already see a difference. Only 9 pounds to go. As far as ciggerates go that I can't say I've quit. It's like the more I go to the gym the more I justify smoking both cigerates and weed.

The girl situation couldn't be going any better I just feel so comfortable around her and I love that were really getting to know each other and there's no pressure to move too quickly were just moving at a pace were comfortable with. And even though it's scary for me I'm not letting past events get in the way of finding out how awesome this girl really is. She's as real as it gets and I find myself falling for her more and more.

Anyways I should have been asleep at least an hour ago I gotta be up in the morning for the gym!