Jan 13, 2009 02:17
So I've probably started posting something in this thing about 800 times and then decided it wasn't worth my time.
I think it's safe to say that I'm finally happy again and I'm over what happened with Shannon. I talked to her and got "clarity" I mean I still don't approve of what happened, but I really believe what happened hurts her more than me. I'm sure she was vulnerable and regrets it and not to toot my own horn, but she has to live with knowing she ruined it with a good guy.
So Ive hung out with that girl I said I was talking to twice now. She is a reallllly great girl. We hit it off right away the first day we hung out honestly felt like the 800th time we hung out. I told her I feel like we should have been best friends the last 4 years. And she is way cute! She's shorter than me I love it. I really didn't think I'd want anything to do with girls for a long time but I already really like this girl, but I'm gonna be honest it kind of scares me. I haven't even been single a month. At first I felt like maybe I just fall for girls to easily, but then I hung out with her again and I think she's just a really good person. I think it's best for me to just keep hanging out with her and see how things go. I'm not gonna rush things, but hopefully things keep going this well and she is who she says she is.