trying not to go mental...

changed my facebook relationship status to 'complicated'... and that's exactly what it feels like right now :-p

well... me and the army guy have not called it outs ( Read more... )

update:

me: Sorry to be a bit abrupt... but what exactly are looking for between us?
him: Just having fun. You?
me: I was actually looking for a bit more. I really don't know if this is going to work... Sorry
him: Friends?
me: Yeah. We can still be friends if that is what you want...

so that is that... oh well.

I'm proud of myself. I took action. I took it upon myself to ask him what I really don't know about even though I probably won't like the answer and the way it'll make me feel... but it has to be done.

I have realized that my mind (in a word me) should be appreciated more than my body. You either appreciate both or not at all. I am not a toy... I ( Read more... )

so last night when I went out to the Funny Bone with my friends Candice & Cody, I ran into that guy last fall that I was seeing who had just stopped talking to me all a sudden after like a month... well when he asked me how I was doing, I could honestly say I'm doing good... that life is good ( Read more... )

that I wouldn't get like this... I blame it on the holiday season whatever ( Read more... )

seriously... guys are stupid :-p

some just less stupid than others, some more...

seriously

uuuugggggghhhhhhh

I mean is it ever possible for guys to actually decide what they want???

geez, it's just getting annoying...

figure out what you want with me and TELL me... is it that hard?

so yeah finals are over ( Read more... )

so yeah, I took the weekend off from studying because I was getting stressed out too much... and I spent it with John :) beaucoup fun ( Read more... )