two new entries
I made a couple previously private entries, not private. So anyone interested can go investigate these previously hidden posts.
I don't think it makes a difference anymore if they can be read by people or not. No one is going to comment or care anyways... that actually really really depresses me, to the point where I may stop using this thing.
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I don't think it makes a difference anymore if they can be read by people or not. No one is going to comment or care anyways... that actually really really depresses me, to the point where I may stop using this thing.
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I'm not sure if it's been helping me or not to get these thoughts out of my head. It helps me pass the time when I'm feeling particularly bad, so it helps in at least that way. You're right, when I do go back and read some of this stuff it doesn't seem AS big of a deal... but that's because when I usually go back and look at stuff I'm usually not in a bad place at that moment.
I do really feel a lot of the stuff I put down though. I'm going through some sort of transitional phase in my life and I just kind of let my thoughts loose in this thing... sometimes it's pretty random, but it all connects to how I am feeling in some way.
But to put it simply, I do understand what you mean. I'm hoping that perhaps making such long and whiny posts won't be as necessary when I can regularly start seeing a therapist again. I have a good feeling about this one... the people I saw in Port Huron didn't have Phd's. The doctor I will be seeing does, so she may be able to actually help.
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