there is a first time for everything.

[jdude]

for the first time since I have accepted that I'm gay, I was told I was going to hell today.

I was told that I was no better than a murderer or a child molester and that I lived like an animal.

I don't understand how people can believe that someone would choose to be gay. Being a gay man is a very difficult life. As a gay man, I am hated, and treated poorly by our government, by religions, by people in general.

Up to this point I thought that I was still a christian, but after seeing that I'm not sure anymore.