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im not on for long;
Just wanted to say a huge thank you to everyone re: my last entry.
It really means alot that so many of you care.
Me, Laura & my cousin simon went to visit his nana- Nancy yesterday.
Who he'd lived with for most of his life.
His sister & brother were there too.
We took Nancy some flowers,
it was just so hard to talk when all of us are crying.
It was nice that they all remembered us from being little.
It hasnt quite sunk in yet.
Im just ringing around trying to inform his real friends.
Thats us, the people he knew since we were 4 years old.
I want him to know that he *was* loved and that so many people are utterly heartbroken by it.
Our kids were supposed to grow up together, like we did.
And now that'll never happen.
Too much to process.
(And its disgusting to think that so many of the people on my friends list couldnt give a shit, not even a 2 second post)
Just wanted to say a huge thank you to everyone re: my last entry.
It really means alot that so many of you care.
Me, Laura & my cousin simon went to visit his nana- Nancy yesterday.
Who he'd lived with for most of his life.
His sister & brother were there too.
We took Nancy some flowers,
it was just so hard to talk when all of us are crying.
It was nice that they all remembered us from being little.
It hasnt quite sunk in yet.
Im just ringing around trying to inform his real friends.
Thats us, the people he knew since we were 4 years old.
I want him to know that he *was* loved and that so many people are utterly heartbroken by it.
Our kids were supposed to grow up together, like we did.
And now that'll never happen.
Too much to process.
(And its disgusting to think that so many of the people on my friends list couldnt give a shit, not even a 2 second post)