*I got a bad feeling about this*
*Heart-shaped hallways.
Leading the way to nowhere.
And I'm left stranded here.
Two years from anywhere.
Too scared to leave the shelter of this fear.
I'll just follow the fragrance of these fake tears.
Your silence says it all. I know your throat is swelling.
You want to say so much.
But you're afraid you might say what you mean this time.
I loved you for who you were.
You tried and tried to change me.
It's funny now how you say you're leaving.
Because I'm not the man I used to be.
Shape someone else now, mold someone new.
Take someone else down, your heart-shaped hallway too.*Across Five Aprils
Seriousely I am fcuked. I got in a huge fight with my mother this morning and she is cutting me off financially forever and this time I think she means it. So I am fcuked b/c I can't pay my tuition, books, car insurance etc. on my own. I am sooo pissed right now because my sister is an even bigger bitch then I am to my mother and she gets everything she wants. Not that I can hate on my sister though because she always sticks up for me and everyhting and even through this whole mess she still I agrees I am right. See what happend was my mother made my sister, my cousin and I take a stupid picture outside and all she did was make fun of me like she always does saying how I'm ugly and my hair looked bad and she didn't like my clothes and I snapped I yelled at her and started crying because I'm sooo tired of being the but of her jokes all she ever does is make fun of me and I ma sick of it plus I have my period so not only do I feel like utter shit I'm abnormally bitchy..seriousely bitchiness isn't me I am super nice but hey everyone has their bioling point right. Well despite my sickies and extreme pain I toughened it out to the movies yesterday to see A Cinderella Story..loved it..I <3 Cinderella even when I was little I always wanted to have my wedding in Cinderella's castle with the glass carriage ride to the church and being proposed to with a glass slipper..sigh.. I know most people wouldn't expect this from me because I am like the least romantic person ever but watching that movie always made me wish for a prince charming. In the new movie Chad Micheal Murray is just sooo sweet and nice I even almost cried the movie was romantic and sad that I wanted to cry. I can relate to Sam(Hilary Duff's character) on certain levels even the original Cinderella always loved her and felt like her because I always helped my mom with housework while my sister did nothing and always got everything she wanted.It's still like this I always help out around the house and really don't get anyhting I want unless I pay for it. My sister does nothing and constantly get shit from Victoria's Secret, Hollister plus she got a cell phone at 14 and I had to wait till I was 18 I mean seriousely WTF!!! I just loved the movie and maybe one day I'll find my prince charming although I've learned to totally beleive that there are no prince charmings, just a whole lotta frogs. After the movie I braved it down the shore went for dinner at a pub then to the boardwalk to walk around and go on rides. I felt pretty shitty after dinner but after walking around the boardwalk for a bit I felt better and just had to get a cinnamon sugar pretzel..yummy..well today I went to Target to get some stuff w/ the cousin but since I really have no money I bought nothing:(I'm just chillin now and I gotta take my cousin up to Newark around 9ish to drop her off at an airport hotel cause her plane leaves at 8AM so shes staying the night there w/ her aunt and uncle before they all fly out. I am going to miss her:( but she may be coming in for Christmas..yayy..Before I go I would just like to say that the Freehold Mall is evil it tempts me to much to spend to much money I've been there twice this week on Monday I saw a certain someone in Express ggrrrr and yesterday I went with Rose my fav shopper cause she looks for bargains too lol. Alrite compadres time for me to bounce, if you don't hear from me in a few days then I've prob been kicked out of my house..ttyl
xoxo Danielle <3<3
*Can you hear them?
They talk about us.
Telling lies
Well, that's no surprise.
Can you see them?
See right through them.
They have no shield
No Secrets to reveal.
It doesn't matter what they say.
In the jealous games people play.
Hey, Hey, Hey.
Our Lips Are Sealed.*yayyyy
Leading the way to nowhere.
And I'm left stranded here.
Two years from anywhere.
Too scared to leave the shelter of this fear.
I'll just follow the fragrance of these fake tears.
Your silence says it all. I know your throat is swelling.
You want to say so much.
But you're afraid you might say what you mean this time.
I loved you for who you were.
You tried and tried to change me.
It's funny now how you say you're leaving.
Because I'm not the man I used to be.
Shape someone else now, mold someone new.
Take someone else down, your heart-shaped hallway too.*Across Five Aprils
Seriousely I am fcuked. I got in a huge fight with my mother this morning and she is cutting me off financially forever and this time I think she means it. So I am fcuked b/c I can't pay my tuition, books, car insurance etc. on my own. I am sooo pissed right now because my sister is an even bigger bitch then I am to my mother and she gets everything she wants. Not that I can hate on my sister though because she always sticks up for me and everyhting and even through this whole mess she still I agrees I am right. See what happend was my mother made my sister, my cousin and I take a stupid picture outside and all she did was make fun of me like she always does saying how I'm ugly and my hair looked bad and she didn't like my clothes and I snapped I yelled at her and started crying because I'm sooo tired of being the but of her jokes all she ever does is make fun of me and I ma sick of it plus I have my period so not only do I feel like utter shit I'm abnormally bitchy..seriousely bitchiness isn't me I am super nice but hey everyone has their bioling point right. Well despite my sickies and extreme pain I toughened it out to the movies yesterday to see A Cinderella Story..loved it..I <3 Cinderella even when I was little I always wanted to have my wedding in Cinderella's castle with the glass carriage ride to the church and being proposed to with a glass slipper..sigh.. I know most people wouldn't expect this from me because I am like the least romantic person ever but watching that movie always made me wish for a prince charming. In the new movie Chad Micheal Murray is just sooo sweet and nice I even almost cried the movie was romantic and sad that I wanted to cry. I can relate to Sam(Hilary Duff's character) on certain levels even the original Cinderella always loved her and felt like her because I always helped my mom with housework while my sister did nothing and always got everything she wanted.It's still like this I always help out around the house and really don't get anyhting I want unless I pay for it. My sister does nothing and constantly get shit from Victoria's Secret, Hollister plus she got a cell phone at 14 and I had to wait till I was 18 I mean seriousely WTF!!! I just loved the movie and maybe one day I'll find my prince charming although I've learned to totally beleive that there are no prince charmings, just a whole lotta frogs. After the movie I braved it down the shore went for dinner at a pub then to the boardwalk to walk around and go on rides. I felt pretty shitty after dinner but after walking around the boardwalk for a bit I felt better and just had to get a cinnamon sugar pretzel..yummy..well today I went to Target to get some stuff w/ the cousin but since I really have no money I bought nothing:(I'm just chillin now and I gotta take my cousin up to Newark around 9ish to drop her off at an airport hotel cause her plane leaves at 8AM so shes staying the night there w/ her aunt and uncle before they all fly out. I am going to miss her:( but she may be coming in for Christmas..yayy..Before I go I would just like to say that the Freehold Mall is evil it tempts me to much to spend to much money I've been there twice this week on Monday I saw a certain someone in Express ggrrrr and yesterday I went with Rose my fav shopper cause she looks for bargains too lol. Alrite compadres time for me to bounce, if you don't hear from me in a few days then I've prob been kicked out of my house..ttyl
xoxo Danielle <3<3
*Can you hear them?
They talk about us.
Telling lies
Well, that's no surprise.
Can you see them?
See right through them.
They have no shield
No Secrets to reveal.
It doesn't matter what they say.
In the jealous games people play.
Hey, Hey, Hey.
Our Lips Are Sealed.*yayyyy