over come :(

[jdancer87]

i have to make the hardest decision of my life...i have been with matt for 2 years now and we have had an amazing time together and he helped me grow into a more mature adult. so how can i live with the fact that he no longer wants to be with me right now and is debating on whether or not to date amber? i want to be able to be ok with this and be his friend as he works his life out, but i cant. i get overcome with sadness because i know in my heart that this is wrong and we should be together.for him to say in 3 years he knows it will happen and we will be together is naieve as much as i love him if we do not reconnect soon maybe in 3 years we can be friends again but i cant set myself up again for that much heartbreak...i respect myself to much and i cant do that to him either i just wish i could make him realize what he is giving up....it makes me feel so selfish and corny in saying this but "THERE IS NO DAY BUT TODAY!" if he truly feels that this is what he needs then i have one message for him..."baby i love you more than anything in the world and im sorry that by the time you realize this it will be too late, Goodbye!"

peace and love everyone!