damn army!
i have a good friend who is leaving school and is going into the army....this really sucks granted im being selfish in saying that i dont want him to leave but this kid is a great friend of mine here at school and its going to be tough to not have him here w me. i suppose i should be happy for him its a great learning experience and it will pay for school but it makes me want to cry. this would be the 3rd one of my closest guy friends who is now going to be in the army....damn govt cant do anything right so why not waste time killing off a few of our own...whatever eventually america will implode on itself and we will become just another 3rd world country.
on a sort of brighter note i have to be the most sexually deprived person ever, i suppose i could go out and do whatever with davin, ricky before he leaves, or even if i go home in march there is dana,dan t , dougie howser...but the only one i want is matt which sucks because we r so emotionally fucked up i just want to be w him and he cant decide between amber and i. which i suppose i understand. if all i can be is his friend than thats what i will do,to be as close to him as possible even if im not with him. fate brings us together so until it does this is just going to have to be good enough!
peace and love
on a sort of brighter note i have to be the most sexually deprived person ever, i suppose i could go out and do whatever with davin, ricky before he leaves, or even if i go home in march there is dana,dan t , dougie howser...but the only one i want is matt which sucks because we r so emotionally fucked up i just want to be w him and he cant decide between amber and i. which i suppose i understand. if all i can be is his friend than thats what i will do,to be as close to him as possible even if im not with him. fate brings us together so until it does this is just going to have to be good enough!
peace and love