Jo's graduation
Yesterday was Jo's Graduation. It was nice. My two aunts and my grandfather came up from IL to see her. I was not suprised that they were not at mine becasue my mom's side as always been more into Jo and my dad's side more into me. But was say is how I feel like my parents care more about Jo graduating then me. Yes I messed up my senior year but my sister has been messing up for a long time. She almost was not able to even walk. She was late so much that she had to make up three hours every day after school to almost two months. She failed one of the classes that she was getting an A in becasue of attenence. Yes I know that I skipped some times but I did not have as big of a problem as she did. Then I worked my ass of to make good grades and no one cares. They expext me to do good and they are use to me doing good so it is no big deal that I do well. Then not just mom's side but also dad's side what to hear about Jo. How she went hunting with dad. How see when fishing with dad. And not the lastest thing is their dance class. I'm sick of it. Dad clams that it was just a way from them to do sometihng together but even when both of us was living with him he still took her to dance classes. Dad and I do nothing together and I feel really left out. I am not looking for to being around my family any more becasue it is all about JO. I know that I like attention but this is different. Dad and Jo do do alot together and me and dad do not. Just bacause I live with him does not mean that I do not want the two of us to have some that we do just the two of us. I feel that both of my parents just say that I know what I want to do and thay do not have to worry about me that is what thay pay more attention to her. But that does not mean that at all.
The day of Jo's graduation I felt bad casue it was like I would talk to John then Dre called and I was talking with him then John. I do not know. I love Dre but there is something about John that I like to but I have not yet figured it out. But we will see what happens. John and I talked on the phone last night for over and hour it was cool. Althoguht I did not like that fact that he said that I was white casue I was so yellow. And there are alot of people that are alot lighter than I am. I am a golden brown, even a carmal color. And I like that. I know that he need to get use to the way that I talk. I think with Dre he understood me better than John does. But we will see what happens with that as well.
~Joslyn~
The day of Jo's graduation I felt bad casue it was like I would talk to John then Dre called and I was talking with him then John. I do not know. I love Dre but there is something about John that I like to but I have not yet figured it out. But we will see what happens. John and I talked on the phone last night for over and hour it was cool. Althoguht I did not like that fact that he said that I was white casue I was so yellow. And there are alot of people that are alot lighter than I am. I am a golden brown, even a carmal color. And I like that. I know that he need to get use to the way that I talk. I think with Dre he understood me better than John does. But we will see what happens with that as well.
~Joslyn~