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I love when weekends you think are going to be lame end up being awesome. Here's mine...
So the only thing that we really had planned for the weekend was to go to this St. Patrick's Day thing in Scottsdale to see Fayuca play (Andrea's boyfriend manages them) and get drunk. Well actually, let me rewind. I had spent the night at Andrea's so I was there in the morning, but I didn't spend the whole day with her bc she was going to a birthday party of one of the kids at our day care. So I dropped her off and decided to go visit my grandma's grave, since that would have been her birthday. I met up with my mom at the cemetary and just sat on her grave and talked about her. I miss her so much sometimes...She and I were sooo close and some of my fondest childhood memories were with her. She killed herself when I was 6 and I really really wish she would have been around to watch me and Scott grow up :(
Well anyway... after that I went home and chilled for an hour before getting ready to go out. I scooped up Kitzya at her work and we made it to the place about 5 hours later because I kept getting lost lmao And the sad thing was that I've been there before! hahaha So we got in before a lot of people showed up bc Fayuca was the first band to play and the guy forgot to charge us or something..woot!! So we watched them play and even though they really are an awesome band, I couldn't help but to feel bored... especially thinking of being there for the rest of the night bc it was a really small block party area and I really wasn't in the mood to drink or anything. So anyway, while they were playing I told Kitzya, "I wish The Cover Up was playing tonight" jokingly and then litterally like, 5 minutes later, Andrea goes up to the list of bands that was on the schedule and low and behold THE COVER UP WAS FUCKING ON THAT LIST! ahhhhh! We freaked out about that for the rest of the night lmao I'm totally psychic or something hahaha
So after eating and watching a few more bands play, TCU went on and me and Kitzya and Andrea rocked out hXc bc we were the only one's there that knew them haha I think it was one of the best shows so far because they (well mostly Steve <3) was being cute with us while setting up and while they were on stage :) So after they played, Andrea and Angel took off and me and Kitzya didn't want to stay anymore so we said bye to the guys. I swear, every time we talk to Steve I fall in love with him more an more. First of all, he reminds me of Frank Iero sooooooooo fucking much (and everyone knows I'm head over heals in love with Frankie) and second of all hes just so fucking adorable and nice and when I hug him he's so into it and we kiss eachother on the cheek and stuff.... Sighhhh
So we left and it was only 11:30 so we decided to just get some junk food and pig out at the park by my house. It was actually really nice (aside from the 5 gun shots that we heard that sounded no more than half a mile away! aahhh!) We hung out on the swings and just talked till 3AM
Then that night I had the most awesome fucking dream ever!! I think it was one of the most realistic and most sensical dream I've ever had too haha anyway, this is what happened:
Kitzya and I went to see MCR in Texas and we got the front row again. During the last few songs of the Revenge set, I got pulled up on stage and I got to stand in the back of the stage and watch the rest of the show. After they were done, Frank came up to me and hugged me and I asked him if we could talk for a little bit. So he put his guitar away and he came back to me and he slid his arm around my back and we walked down these steps to get off stage and at the bottom Andrea and Kitzya were waiting for me, freaking out lmao I told them I'd catch up with them in a little bit and they were kinda pissed but happy for me at the same time haha
So Frank and I took a walk and the whole time he had his arm around me and we were all cuddly with eachother, like I would nuzzle his neck and stuff and we were talking about music and I was telling him about my life and stuff... Then we made our way back to the stage area and he pulled away and told me he had to get going. I asked him if I could talk to Gerard or the other guys but he was politely telling me that they were busy. So then I was like "okay! thats fine" and I hugged him again for a long while and then he kissed me on the lips (like a friendly kiss) twice and on the third one I opened my mouth a little and poked out my tounge just a bit so I could give him a real kiss, but he pulled away all quick and was like "whoa..." and I got SO embarrassed and I started apologising over and over and he was like "its okay *smiles* I'll see you next time.." and he turned to go and when I turned to leave, Jamia ran past me and went to Frank and took his hand and my heart broke so bad. sob :(
So I caught up with Andrea and Kitzya and I was telling them what happened as we walked towards the car, and I was all on cloud nine and shit haha And when we got in the car I asked them, "how are we getting home??" and then I woke up lol
The craziest thing about the dream was when I was kissing Frank, I could LITTERALLY feel his stubble against my mouth and the whole thing just felt so real! Even my heart breaking... Sigh. :(
Then after telling the dream to Andrea, I realized that the stubble feeling was the same feeling I felt when I kissed Steve on the cheek the night before. HOW FUCKING WEIRD IS THAT?? I just think it was really crazy bc for one, I really felt that shit and for two, I'm always talking about how Steve reminds me of Frank! ARG! stupid brain/heart :(
So the only thing that we really had planned for the weekend was to go to this St. Patrick's Day thing in Scottsdale to see Fayuca play (Andrea's boyfriend manages them) and get drunk. Well actually, let me rewind. I had spent the night at Andrea's so I was there in the morning, but I didn't spend the whole day with her bc she was going to a birthday party of one of the kids at our day care. So I dropped her off and decided to go visit my grandma's grave, since that would have been her birthday. I met up with my mom at the cemetary and just sat on her grave and talked about her. I miss her so much sometimes...She and I were sooo close and some of my fondest childhood memories were with her. She killed herself when I was 6 and I really really wish she would have been around to watch me and Scott grow up :(
Well anyway... after that I went home and chilled for an hour before getting ready to go out. I scooped up Kitzya at her work and we made it to the place about 5 hours later because I kept getting lost lmao And the sad thing was that I've been there before! hahaha So we got in before a lot of people showed up bc Fayuca was the first band to play and the guy forgot to charge us or something..woot!! So we watched them play and even though they really are an awesome band, I couldn't help but to feel bored... especially thinking of being there for the rest of the night bc it was a really small block party area and I really wasn't in the mood to drink or anything. So anyway, while they were playing I told Kitzya, "I wish The Cover Up was playing tonight" jokingly and then litterally like, 5 minutes later, Andrea goes up to the list of bands that was on the schedule and low and behold THE COVER UP WAS FUCKING ON THAT LIST! ahhhhh! We freaked out about that for the rest of the night lmao I'm totally psychic or something hahaha
So after eating and watching a few more bands play, TCU went on and me and Kitzya and Andrea rocked out hXc bc we were the only one's there that knew them haha I think it was one of the best shows so far because they (well mostly Steve <3) was being cute with us while setting up and while they were on stage :) So after they played, Andrea and Angel took off and me and Kitzya didn't want to stay anymore so we said bye to the guys. I swear, every time we talk to Steve I fall in love with him more an more. First of all, he reminds me of Frank Iero sooooooooo fucking much (and everyone knows I'm head over heals in love with Frankie) and second of all hes just so fucking adorable and nice and when I hug him he's so into it and we kiss eachother on the cheek and stuff.... Sighhhh
So we left and it was only 11:30 so we decided to just get some junk food and pig out at the park by my house. It was actually really nice (aside from the 5 gun shots that we heard that sounded no more than half a mile away! aahhh!) We hung out on the swings and just talked till 3AM
Then that night I had the most awesome fucking dream ever!! I think it was one of the most realistic and most sensical dream I've ever had too haha anyway, this is what happened:
Kitzya and I went to see MCR in Texas and we got the front row again. During the last few songs of the Revenge set, I got pulled up on stage and I got to stand in the back of the stage and watch the rest of the show. After they were done, Frank came up to me and hugged me and I asked him if we could talk for a little bit. So he put his guitar away and he came back to me and he slid his arm around my back and we walked down these steps to get off stage and at the bottom Andrea and Kitzya were waiting for me, freaking out lmao I told them I'd catch up with them in a little bit and they were kinda pissed but happy for me at the same time haha
So Frank and I took a walk and the whole time he had his arm around me and we were all cuddly with eachother, like I would nuzzle his neck and stuff and we were talking about music and I was telling him about my life and stuff... Then we made our way back to the stage area and he pulled away and told me he had to get going. I asked him if I could talk to Gerard or the other guys but he was politely telling me that they were busy. So then I was like "okay! thats fine" and I hugged him again for a long while and then he kissed me on the lips (like a friendly kiss) twice and on the third one I opened my mouth a little and poked out my tounge just a bit so I could give him a real kiss, but he pulled away all quick and was like "whoa..." and I got SO embarrassed and I started apologising over and over and he was like "its okay *smiles* I'll see you next time.." and he turned to go and when I turned to leave, Jamia ran past me and went to Frank and took his hand and my heart broke so bad. sob :(
So I caught up with Andrea and Kitzya and I was telling them what happened as we walked towards the car, and I was all on cloud nine and shit haha And when we got in the car I asked them, "how are we getting home??" and then I woke up lol
The craziest thing about the dream was when I was kissing Frank, I could LITTERALLY feel his stubble against my mouth and the whole thing just felt so real! Even my heart breaking... Sigh. :(
Then after telling the dream to Andrea, I realized that the stubble feeling was the same feeling I felt when I kissed Steve on the cheek the night before. HOW FUCKING WEIRD IS THAT?? I just think it was really crazy bc for one, I really felt that shit and for two, I'm always talking about how Steve reminds me of Frank! ARG! stupid brain/heart :(