Thursday
Well, I guess I am doing ok I don't feel motivated to do absolutely anything at all. I will get the laundry done today or tomorrow and I think I will go walk on The Ave for awhile. I feel lonely yet I don't seem to want to do other people and all that drama. I tried calling Kel-Kel last night and the number has been disconnected so...I am really missing her and I am not sure why??? Guess I want to hook up to the past to see for myself how much I've grown because with all the Alex and Lindy crap its hard to tell how far and how much I have grown...tht's not real true I know that I have grown I just don't understand why I doubt myself. Blah, blah, blah anyway I am just so glad that I have my own place and can connect with God and my God Family like I want to...I love my life I really do and I need to get up and get out and do something today especially if it's going to be 70 outside...anyway will blah, blah, blah more later!!!!