The sound of my silent agony would be deafening...The inner turmoil I feel when she's away is unbearable :(

Emptiness...It consumes me...each breath I take just magnifies the feeling...heartache...loneliness...uncertainty...To be free of it...to be done...what a blessing that would be...but what if Hell is this unending ache...This utter nothingness? Without the cowardly escape plan...Just an eternity with this gaping whole in my chest?

I can't breathe...I'm drowning while everyone walks around ...breathing... talking... laughing... they don't even see me struggle... don't even see the waves crashing over my head!

it's just the depression is overwhelming...it leaves my heart aching and my body empty like there's a gaping wound in my chest...it makes me tired...it makes me weak...but I can't sleep cause the sadness is in my dreams too!!! It's just an overwhelming ache and my desire to end it all is so intense...i have to fight it constantly...every day...to ( Read more... )