i can depend on anyone and no one

[jchp03]

i guess it's coming down to the last few weeks...i want to go home so bad...just to go out at night...to have fun...i want to be closer to lindsey...i love her so much....sometimes she frustrates me....i'm debating a few options that aren't exactly the best for us....but i guess we'll have to see....it's actuallu only one but it's still important to me...and i guess it wasn't important enough to her....oh well....she's too busy for a lot of stuff....

i'm out..i don't feel good again.....guess it's the worrying....not sure what to do. i love her and i'm frustrated...

hurts...me....you....me mainly

peace out fuckers...