I wonder what she'd say, I barely even know her
Today humored me.
Work - semi boring.
Then I went straight to KafeNeo and helped Bobbi with math - I felt stupid at first, but then I was actually able to help her quite a bit so that was nice.
We ate dinner together, and just sort of hung out. I say sort of, because it was kind of like we both wanted to, but weren't sure if the other did, but were anyway. I don't know.
We just waited until everyone else got there and then things started taking care of themselves.
I think I'm going to invite myself over to their house sometime soon.
Something Bobbi said to me a while ago in passing kind of stuck with me and is I think helping me move along in a better way now. She was complaining about a friend and said it was stupid to crush and whatever on a guy and not just do something about it? I don't know, something like that. I guess I'm just trying to live life a little more on purpose now. I'm sure reading The Purpose Driven Life has something to do with that too.
She also said today another wise thing, well, she says a lot of wise things, but that how some people focus on making memories, instead of just letting them happen. I think I probably do that sometimes, I don't know. I bet I do.
So then, I felt kind of lame after a while after everyone got there because I was just hanging on Bobbi pretty much, but after we started and took a break I sat outside by myself for a while. I actually do that a decent amount there. I usually need to cool off, and I like their swinging chair so I just sit by myself and think. Tonight the moon looked really cool with some clouds and I wanted to take a picture, but none of them turned out good so I just deleted them. Oh well.
Then Johanna came and I talked to her afterwords. It was really fun, like, not that I'm surpised, but I just haven't talked to her that much in a really long time. We joked about a lot of stuff and made those kinds of jokes that are like a retelling of the last sentence you said but different and maybe not really funny, but to you they are? I like those. It was cool.
And then right before we left, Anthony and Jon and Phillip and I had a rave. It was cool. Sometimes I think Phillip and I have a lot in common. But then, I think he doesn't really know himself yet. I can tell when he gets uncomfortable sometimes. I think he thinks Jon is a dork, and probably Anthony and me too. But oh well. I like being a dork. It's who I am. Maybe I do know who I am. Maybe.
Work - semi boring.
Then I went straight to KafeNeo and helped Bobbi with math - I felt stupid at first, but then I was actually able to help her quite a bit so that was nice.
We ate dinner together, and just sort of hung out. I say sort of, because it was kind of like we both wanted to, but weren't sure if the other did, but were anyway. I don't know.
We just waited until everyone else got there and then things started taking care of themselves.
I think I'm going to invite myself over to their house sometime soon.
Something Bobbi said to me a while ago in passing kind of stuck with me and is I think helping me move along in a better way now. She was complaining about a friend and said it was stupid to crush and whatever on a guy and not just do something about it? I don't know, something like that. I guess I'm just trying to live life a little more on purpose now. I'm sure reading The Purpose Driven Life has something to do with that too.
She also said today another wise thing, well, she says a lot of wise things, but that how some people focus on making memories, instead of just letting them happen. I think I probably do that sometimes, I don't know. I bet I do.
So then, I felt kind of lame after a while after everyone got there because I was just hanging on Bobbi pretty much, but after we started and took a break I sat outside by myself for a while. I actually do that a decent amount there. I usually need to cool off, and I like their swinging chair so I just sit by myself and think. Tonight the moon looked really cool with some clouds and I wanted to take a picture, but none of them turned out good so I just deleted them. Oh well.
Then Johanna came and I talked to her afterwords. It was really fun, like, not that I'm surpised, but I just haven't talked to her that much in a really long time. We joked about a lot of stuff and made those kinds of jokes that are like a retelling of the last sentence you said but different and maybe not really funny, but to you they are? I like those. It was cool.
And then right before we left, Anthony and Jon and Phillip and I had a rave. It was cool. Sometimes I think Phillip and I have a lot in common. But then, I think he doesn't really know himself yet. I can tell when he gets uncomfortable sometimes. I think he thinks Jon is a dork, and probably Anthony and me too. But oh well. I like being a dork. It's who I am. Maybe I do know who I am. Maybe.