I waste a lot of my own time.
It's a shame really.
I don't know how to stop it.
Any suggestions?
College is time consuming. But I was thinking about it, and if I spent 3 hours a week studying per credit hour I'm enrolled in... that would only be 36 plus 12 hours a week for class. That's really only two full days a week spent on school. 48 hours, plus the whole sleep thing.
I've been figuring lately, that I should mentally be more into the things I think I'm into. Like if I'm going to be somewhere then I really need to be there you know?
I also think that I spend a lot of my time thinking I enjoy something, but doing it for the wrong reasons. Like doing it because it will make me well rounded, or colleges like that, or it's something I should do.
I know that none of those are wrong reasons to do something... but are they right reasons?
I guess, what I think is that, I spend too much time trying to be the person I think I'm supposed to be, and not enough time being me and who I should be in God.
So, I think I'm going to work on being whom I'm supposed to.
Line up my priorities and what not.
I also decided, since this is where I'm at and what I chose to be doing, I'm not going to complain and feel crappy about it. I'm going to like it because this is where I am, and there is a reason, even if I don't know it.
Maybe I'm supposed to be a really good friend to someone, or maybe my family actually does need me, or maybe it's youth group or church or something. There is a reason I'm here and I'm growing, even though I don't recognize it.
AND, I have awesomly awesome plans for the future.
Besides Australia, this is the place to be this summer, seriously:
be thereRelient K will be - need I say more?