November to November: Dying/Living

[jcdelbarcoii]

It's been a wild year.

Alot of this year hasn't been sober.

Alot of this year has been spent alone.

I've sailed seas, I seen skies, I've studied history, I've ruined lives.
I've tasted love, I've drowned in hate.

20 did it's work on me, and i will never be the same.

21 soon. then i melt.

I've been reaching reaching reaching, blind blind blind, but i think i've been found.

i've done alot, i've made alot...

but i have lost the motivation to do anything.

i just want to burn.

don't worry... i mean this in a good light.

im really happy.

im really happy.

im wasted... and really happy.

thank you for this year.

-jcdelbarcoii