Wednesday: as good as any other
im finally catching up with school and life.
im resting, im watching movies, im making music, all the things i shouldn't put on the back burner.
Something Bear took alot out of me, but it was more than worth it. the footage looks great. we have a rough cut. i like it, but it still needs some tweeking.
im trying to quit smoking. i dont really have a good reason to quit... but i figured it was worth a try. whatever.
i need to go to covina more. i want to hang out more. this semester should be letting up really soon, so i think i want to focus on making music back home.
im almost done with school, and i dont know what i will do next year. im sure it will work out.
i got a surprise visit from my parents last night. it was humiliating haha. mom kept on dropping awkward comments around michaela and i, but it was funny.
mk and i made a great dinner last night, and we watched beauty and the beast.
she's great. as obnoxious as i am, she puts me in my place with a kind grace. haha. i enjoy the time i spend with her very much.
ive been unmotivated towards school lately.
i dont know why... i just... want to do my own thing now.
my serve in tennis is getting pretty brutal.
i dont know if i like living in my apartment anymore. it doesnt feel like a home, and i can't get comfortable around either of my roommates, because frankly, they are both prideful dicks. i'm starting to feel like im being taken advantage of or soemthing. im sure im blowing it out of proportion, but i cant deny that i feel like they dont care about the apartment, or about me going out of my way to help them with their schoolwork or lending out my car. i guess it would just be nice if they showed some form of thanks, or reciprocated it somehow.
i saw wristcutters. that was ok.
ive been working on another film shoot. thats been fun i guess.
i feel like girls have a guy-has-a-gf radar. ever since mk and i decided to seal the deal, i've been getting hit on alot. girls keep on asking about her too. its really funny. i like bragging. i like being her's. i can say that with pride.
anthony is pissed at kinkos right now.
this blog had no point, i just felt detached so i decided to share.
im ok.
-jcdelbarcoii
im resting, im watching movies, im making music, all the things i shouldn't put on the back burner.
Something Bear took alot out of me, but it was more than worth it. the footage looks great. we have a rough cut. i like it, but it still needs some tweeking.
im trying to quit smoking. i dont really have a good reason to quit... but i figured it was worth a try. whatever.
i need to go to covina more. i want to hang out more. this semester should be letting up really soon, so i think i want to focus on making music back home.
im almost done with school, and i dont know what i will do next year. im sure it will work out.
i got a surprise visit from my parents last night. it was humiliating haha. mom kept on dropping awkward comments around michaela and i, but it was funny.
mk and i made a great dinner last night, and we watched beauty and the beast.
she's great. as obnoxious as i am, she puts me in my place with a kind grace. haha. i enjoy the time i spend with her very much.
ive been unmotivated towards school lately.
i dont know why... i just... want to do my own thing now.
my serve in tennis is getting pretty brutal.
i dont know if i like living in my apartment anymore. it doesnt feel like a home, and i can't get comfortable around either of my roommates, because frankly, they are both prideful dicks. i'm starting to feel like im being taken advantage of or soemthing. im sure im blowing it out of proportion, but i cant deny that i feel like they dont care about the apartment, or about me going out of my way to help them with their schoolwork or lending out my car. i guess it would just be nice if they showed some form of thanks, or reciprocated it somehow.
i saw wristcutters. that was ok.
ive been working on another film shoot. thats been fun i guess.
i feel like girls have a guy-has-a-gf radar. ever since mk and i decided to seal the deal, i've been getting hit on alot. girls keep on asking about her too. its really funny. i like bragging. i like being her's. i can say that with pride.
anthony is pissed at kinkos right now.
this blog had no point, i just felt detached so i decided to share.
im ok.
-jcdelbarcoii