Final thoughts
2006 what a year.
A bloody stupid year.
Last night could have gone better than it did, though it was fun to see people that I haven't in awhile. I learned a lot though:
People aren't always what they seem
The things said will consuming alchohol lie somewhere between unmitigated truth and unfiltered emotion. They need to be taken with a grain of salt, but in the absence of social politeness people's true thoughts are revealed...with liberating and damaging consequences.
I'm not the first, I know I'm not going to be the last
Everyone is right, everything everyone says is absolutely right - the reasons I can't accept it allude me.
Right now, I am somewhere between a smoldering anger and sadness. I feel like an injured dog all I want is to sit in the conrner balled up, snapping at anyone who might come by, but in reality I need all the help I can get.
There is no happy ending here 2006 ended the same way it came in with problems and worries. Only now I don't have a smiling face to tell me that its going to be alright. I'm flyin' solo here - no support - no help.
I'm not co-depdenent mind you, but sometimes you just want someone to give you a hug, kiss your cheek and tell you not to worry about it. If only for five minutes the troubles of your day and life melt away while the warmth of someone who cares for you relaxes your tension and eases the pain in your knees.
Another thing I learned from 2006, I'm an awesome person and very cute, yet no one wants me.
A bloody stupid year.
Last night could have gone better than it did, though it was fun to see people that I haven't in awhile. I learned a lot though:
People aren't always what they seem
The things said will consuming alchohol lie somewhere between unmitigated truth and unfiltered emotion. They need to be taken with a grain of salt, but in the absence of social politeness people's true thoughts are revealed...with liberating and damaging consequences.
I'm not the first, I know I'm not going to be the last
Everyone is right, everything everyone says is absolutely right - the reasons I can't accept it allude me.
Right now, I am somewhere between a smoldering anger and sadness. I feel like an injured dog all I want is to sit in the conrner balled up, snapping at anyone who might come by, but in reality I need all the help I can get.
There is no happy ending here 2006 ended the same way it came in with problems and worries. Only now I don't have a smiling face to tell me that its going to be alright. I'm flyin' solo here - no support - no help.
I'm not co-depdenent mind you, but sometimes you just want someone to give you a hug, kiss your cheek and tell you not to worry about it. If only for five minutes the troubles of your day and life melt away while the warmth of someone who cares for you relaxes your tension and eases the pain in your knees.
Another thing I learned from 2006, I'm an awesome person and very cute, yet no one wants me.