I don't wanna grow up...
I'm putting this whole growing up thing on hold. I've decided and it's official. I will not have to back to college. I will not have to turn 20. I will not have to be responsible this semester. Grades are not an issue. I don't have to figure out what I'm doing for the rest of my life. I will simply stop time and now allow any of these things to happen...
Unfortunately I do not think I will be able to pull of this amazing feat even if I actually tried to.
I feel like 20 is old. I dunno why. I mean in the grand scheme of things it's really young...HOWEVER I will no longer be a teenager. I mean right now I can be like...I'm only 19! Teenager, a kid, a child. It's okay if I mess up. Maybe I'm scared of feeling like a real adult. ha ha
In all honesty nothing will change I know. Another year will go by, and I'll still be working my rear-end off at little ol' Cornell. But for now I am relishing my last few days of complete bliss...not worrying about all the things I have yet to figure out in my lifetime =P
Unfortunately I do not think I will be able to pull of this amazing feat even if I actually tried to.
I feel like 20 is old. I dunno why. I mean in the grand scheme of things it's really young...HOWEVER I will no longer be a teenager. I mean right now I can be like...I'm only 19! Teenager, a kid, a child. It's okay if I mess up. Maybe I'm scared of feeling like a real adult. ha ha
In all honesty nothing will change I know. Another year will go by, and I'll still be working my rear-end off at little ol' Cornell. But for now I am relishing my last few days of complete bliss...not worrying about all the things I have yet to figure out in my lifetime =P