Waking Thoughts
I missed the chance to meet up with a friend of mine that I hadn't seen in quite a while the other day; that bites, but I'm sure I'll run into him elsewhere.
The bf continues to try my nerves with the whole ditching me for other stuff deal. Like we'll have plans to do something and then a party will come up and he'll just say "see ya." Though maybe I shouldn't be so harsh, after all, he did try to get me to go. I just feel like I'm still puting more into this than he is...maybe I'm just being selfish.
He and I did end up spending last night together. We went to a party that a friend of mine was throwing. Great times; he visited with Mr. Tequila and I just watched in curious amusement. God! That stuff smells absolutely awfull! One of my friends got drunk and became a bit moody, I hate it when that happens. After the party my bf and I went home, took a bath together, and watched a movie and fell asleep *there's more too that but I try to keep my LJ PG-13*.
Lately I'm really weirdly extra super jealous of him, it's like I suspect everything and everyone. Well, I know I'm an abnormally paranoid person, so I'm probably just having a spell. Hehe, he's asleep in my bed now and looking oh-so-adorable. It's really hard to be mad at someone when you see them sleeping; that's probably why we all would "act" like we were asleep on the couch watching TV when our parents were about to send us to bed.
The bf continues to try my nerves with the whole ditching me for other stuff deal. Like we'll have plans to do something and then a party will come up and he'll just say "see ya." Though maybe I shouldn't be so harsh, after all, he did try to get me to go. I just feel like I'm still puting more into this than he is...maybe I'm just being selfish.
He and I did end up spending last night together. We went to a party that a friend of mine was throwing. Great times; he visited with Mr. Tequila and I just watched in curious amusement. God! That stuff smells absolutely awfull! One of my friends got drunk and became a bit moody, I hate it when that happens. After the party my bf and I went home, took a bath together, and watched a movie and fell asleep *there's more too that but I try to keep my LJ PG-13*.
Lately I'm really weirdly extra super jealous of him, it's like I suspect everything and everyone. Well, I know I'm an abnormally paranoid person, so I'm probably just having a spell. Hehe, he's asleep in my bed now and looking oh-so-adorable. It's really hard to be mad at someone when you see them sleeping; that's probably why we all would "act" like we were asleep on the couch watching TV when our parents were about to send us to bed.