Wow
Perhaps some people have read too much into my last post. I vent because I need to, not for some trumpet call for people to worry about me. I never try to call anyone out with my entries, that's why I've never used another's name in them. That being said, here's today's entry:
I actually talked with my X again. Interesting, the reason we barely ever talk, he says, is him. He's just not comfortable with me. It's time's like this I thank the heavens for my ignorant naivety, it helps me to forgive the unforgivible often.
Going to see my bf after work today, can't wait. I haven't seen him since the weekend. Honestly i don't think we spend enough time together, but he probably thinks we spend too much time together; we're such opposites.
I had a conversation with the guy who took my virginity today. Haven't talked to him in four years and I run into him on Gay.com. He said he was sorry he wasn't more sensitive and blamed it on the fact that he was young. Understandable...I was young too. We might actually become friends, believe it or not. Strange that I often do make friends out of my once hated enemies.
This world is getting darker and darker with each passing day
It's often hard convincing my soul to stay
My body fights for it's own lost cause
Is there free choice or does fate make the toss?
I actually talked with my X again. Interesting, the reason we barely ever talk, he says, is him. He's just not comfortable with me. It's time's like this I thank the heavens for my ignorant naivety, it helps me to forgive the unforgivible often.
Going to see my bf after work today, can't wait. I haven't seen him since the weekend. Honestly i don't think we spend enough time together, but he probably thinks we spend too much time together; we're such opposites.
I had a conversation with the guy who took my virginity today. Haven't talked to him in four years and I run into him on Gay.com. He said he was sorry he wasn't more sensitive and blamed it on the fact that he was young. Understandable...I was young too. We might actually become friends, believe it or not. Strange that I often do make friends out of my once hated enemies.
This world is getting darker and darker with each passing day
It's often hard convincing my soul to stay
My body fights for it's own lost cause
Is there free choice or does fate make the toss?