Nov 05, 2006 04:36
I intended on being in bed at 12:30 tonight. Obviously that did not happen.
Instead, I had a really good, honest, deep conversation.
I don't understand anything.
Not a single thing.
I don't know why I'm here. why I think. why I feel. what i'm supposed to do. or who I am.
but that's okay.
just have faith that it will work itself out, that this is all for a higher purpose, that it will mean something and be clear in the end.
the end?
(sometimes I think it'd be easier to view life through the eyes of an atheist, seeing life as merely a coincidence)