2 years later
So wow. I found this and Im bored. So I thought I'd post. Lets see hmm, wow I was emotionally all over the place 2 years ago. The past two years Ive definitely grown. A LOT. Ive finally found friends that I fit with, and I'm generally more happy.
Man Im distracted from the last few entries. I lost friends? I dont even know what Im talking about there. Obviously it wasnt important. Lets see what important things have happened? Um forever single (which im totes fine with), discovered I have mad allergies, gained healthy weight by being a beast and working out a shit ton. Really proud of that last one. Oh wait maybe I should be proud to have a Bachelors degree in accounting? Remember when back in the day that would have been a big deal? Yeah, well now its like equivalent to a high school degree... Thats why Im in grad school! Woooo. Grad school and living alone. I get so bored. Hence finding my live journal. Accidentally made a new account and then found this. So maybe I can continue this although im sure all my friends are done reading this. Hopefully its going to be a new thing for myself so im not mopey and bored by myself. Because i live alone. How many times have i said that now? haha.
Im still self conscious as hell. And crave attention at times. Obsessed with spending time with my current guy friends, Cole and Guy. And loving my close girls, Bonnie and Deanna. And still loving Olivia from afar. And keeping in touch with Tyler (engaged!). Trying to make new friends in grad school. But so far Ive just come off awkward as HELL! Im sureee things will move along soon.
This week has been the ultimate bore. Its only tuesday I know, but it feels like thursday and it seems like ive done nothing except sit on this couch and cough. And have a headache. And oh yeah im sick. So no one wants to be around this. Also people are busy. Why am I not more involved in school? Oops.
Im def more outgoing than I used to be, ive done crazayyy things this past year that i may or may not want to write down. Lets save them for my brain for now. Alright im going to go back and see how crazy (emotionally) i was back in the day. So peace out for now.
Man Im distracted from the last few entries. I lost friends? I dont even know what Im talking about there. Obviously it wasnt important. Lets see what important things have happened? Um forever single (which im totes fine with), discovered I have mad allergies, gained healthy weight by being a beast and working out a shit ton. Really proud of that last one. Oh wait maybe I should be proud to have a Bachelors degree in accounting? Remember when back in the day that would have been a big deal? Yeah, well now its like equivalent to a high school degree... Thats why Im in grad school! Woooo. Grad school and living alone. I get so bored. Hence finding my live journal. Accidentally made a new account and then found this. So maybe I can continue this although im sure all my friends are done reading this. Hopefully its going to be a new thing for myself so im not mopey and bored by myself. Because i live alone. How many times have i said that now? haha.
Im still self conscious as hell. And crave attention at times. Obsessed with spending time with my current guy friends, Cole and Guy. And loving my close girls, Bonnie and Deanna. And still loving Olivia from afar. And keeping in touch with Tyler (engaged!). Trying to make new friends in grad school. But so far Ive just come off awkward as HELL! Im sureee things will move along soon.
This week has been the ultimate bore. Its only tuesday I know, but it feels like thursday and it seems like ive done nothing except sit on this couch and cough. And have a headache. And oh yeah im sick. So no one wants to be around this. Also people are busy. Why am I not more involved in school? Oops.
Im def more outgoing than I used to be, ive done crazayyy things this past year that i may or may not want to write down. Lets save them for my brain for now. Alright im going to go back and see how crazy (emotionally) i was back in the day. So peace out for now.