thanks for the memories, even though they weren't so great

Nov 12, 2008 00:34

fine fine i'll update although i doubt anyone will see this.

well, jason and i are broken up. he's back with liz, of course, or maybe he's just been with her this whole entire time. who knows, really. but i ended it for good this time, go me! work has become very awkward and uncomfortable with him there. yes, i learned my lesson, do not date people that you work with....what can i say? i'm a rebel.

anyway, to put it lightly, i hate his guts...or at least i feel like i do. hate is a very very strong word to me, so no i don't hate him, but i do strongly dislike him. he is one lying son-of-a-bitch and cares too much about what others think of him. he has gotten himself in a huge mess now....
i wish he would just be alone. he's one of those guys who ALWAYS has a girl because they need attention in their life. relationship to relationship, back to back. who does that? oh yeah, players. i can't stand to see or hear him at work. i can't stand to see him looking at his phone cause i know who he's texting. i can't stand it when they page him over the intercom "jason line 101 please". i can't stand to see him happy. everyone says 'he's suffering on the inside' but is he really? i don't think so. i hate it that he doesn't care that he hurt me so much. this is the one relationship that i would take back if i could. it was a complete waste of time and not one good thing came out of it. i hate it that i still care. i hate it that he takes up most of my thoughts. i know i'm being pessimistic but i can't help it. i can't wait for the day when i never have to see him again. hopefully that day will be very, very soon. then i will feel like i can really move on with my life.
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