Does my icon change messages or did I imagine that?
Ker, go back n read last entry it explains the mini-fight and why I was a tiny bit mad n why I'm over it now n how much I <3 you.
First best friend: Miranda
First break-up: Gared? lol, it was Gared in 6th grade.
First screen name: xpurplexkissezx
Self-purchased album: Backstreet boys... they were jammin'.
First funeral: My great-grandma, I think.
First pets:A cat I named Saturn.
First piercing/tattoo: I don't have any :(
L A S T S
Last car ride: Yesterday
Last good cry: Its been a really long time... Drama two weeks ago. Hurray for repressing emotion.
Last movie seen: Sideways... More about wine than I ever cared to know.
Last beverage drank: Water
Last food consumed: my dinner last night which will have been a bowl of cereal.
Last phone call: two days ago w/ Katie (I ignored the phone last night, didn't feel like talking)
Last time showered: yesterday
Last shoes worn: My pink & white guess sneakers.
Last item bought: Um pop-tarts for lunch yesterday? lol, my last real item bought would probabley be... hm... my pictures.
Last annoyance: A thousand million tests/quizzes... okay more like 3, but you get the idea.
Last time wanting to die: Honestly, that would have to be at some point in 9th grade bc ever since 10th grade I've been like... not always happy, but always keeping in mind that I do WANT to live no matter what cos I haven't been depressed in a really long time. I just get sad, repress the sadness, break out into tears at random inappropriate times and feel better. It just amazes me how far I've come from being so depressed in 8th grade to being who I am today.
S P E C I F I C S
Do you do drugs?: Well, not like crack or anything, but if you mean minor drugs, than who doesn't?
What kind of shampoo do you use?: pantene-hydratindg curls... which makes no sense since I straighten the hell out of my hydrated curls
What are you most scared of?: SPIDERS
What are you listening to right now?: Oasis: Live forever
Where do you want to get married?: In the winter, in the snow, in the Boston Common (a beautiful park in Boston)
How many buddies are online right now?: No idea, I hardly ever use aim anymore.
F A V O R I T E S
Color: Pink
Food: Pop-tarts
Boy name: Alexander, Max, Evan, or Devon.
Girl name: Isabella, Lily, or Callie
Subjects in school: For the actaul learning? History. For a favorite class to go to? Drama.
Abbreviation: I don't fucking know. What a gay question.
Animals: Honestly, animals fucking annoy me.
Sports: Running?
Perfume: Wonderfleur
H A V E Y O U E V E R
Given anyone a bath?: Nope, thank god.
Smoked?: Yeah, and cigarettes are disgusting.
Bungee jumped?: NO. Terrified of heights...
Made yourself throw up?: Never.
Skinny dipped?: well- lol, jk. never.
Ever been in love?: No, and that's probabley for the best so far bc the last time I thought I was inlove he was such a moron and that's taking me back a couple years... I haven't liked anyone as much since, I don't think... or maybe I have but it was different.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yeah, but the only time that comes to mind is me, ker, n Hope skipping class last yr, Mr. Savoie catching us and so I start crying so we won't get in trouble.
Cried when someone died?: Of course! Even if I don't know the person, I'll usually cry if I'm at gtheir funeral or its a big deal to someone I'm close too, bc death is so sad.
Been rejected?: Nope. I never let anyone get close enough to give them a chance, though, so maybe I would have been... But I haven't.
Rejected someone?: It makes me feel bad, but yes I've rejected a few people.
Done something you regret?: Yeah, like this survey for instance? lol, jp.
L A S T P E R S O N
You touched: like bumped into or something? I don't remember.
Hugged: Katie probabley cos none of my other friends like to hug.
You IMed: Kersten? and it was like weeks ago... I just never use it anymore.
IMed you: Once again it would prolly be Kersten.
Called you: Asia, I think.
You called: Katie? I think it was Katie.
Bought you flowers: I steal flowers from work after the weddings, does that count?
W H O D O Y O U W A N N A
Kill: No one, lol.
Slap: the guy who I can't decide how I feel about.
W H I C H I S B E T T E R
Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
Flowers or candy: Flowers!
Tall or short: Short... like me.
R A N D O M
In the morning I am: yelling at life for waking me up/
All I need is: my life in a suitcase, it belongs to a friend or a friend and as we drink to ourselves, we'll amuse our selves- CONFUSED? Listen to Oasis, BITCH!
Love is: strange.
I dream about: really weird things... like driving and almost falling out of the car.
What do you notice first: first in what?
Last person you danced with: Your busdriver... I don't know actaully, I don't go to dances <--- I am just too cool.... or I always have other plans, whichever.
Makes you smile: My buddies.
Who has a crush on you: According to Kersten? Some guy I don't like. I don't know about other people, I don't like to assume things like that bc you never know how someone feels about you EVER. Cos people lie and they say what they DON'T mean and they lead you on and they fuck you over bc its all a bunch of bullshit and its never good enough just to go along with it or just to say things, there has to be a million fucking mind games and no matter what you never ever have any idea what the fuck he is thinking and it drives you crazy and it makes you hate the person just as much as you like them and it makes you want to give up and push this person away and at the same time you can't be he is wonderful and you don't wanna let go bc you aren't ready and it seems like you don't mean anything to him no matter what he says or what he does cos you're so insecure and you just want him to say what he means FOR ONCE and he never does and it makes you never want to see him again and at the exact same time be completely infatuated. I'm sorry, that's been going through my head for a long time now.
D O Y O U E V E R
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: No... 'Jasmine' isn't a very good name for a boy.
Wish you were younger: Sometimes...
N U M B E R
Of times I have had my heart broken: twice. Fucking pricks...
Of hearts I have broken: 3 or 4.
Of guys I've kissed: 5
Of girls I've kissed: None, thanks but that's not my thing.
Of continents I have lived in: um, one, obviously.
Of tight friends: 6
Of CD's I own: like 20 or something.
Of scars on body: only 1 from jumping off a dock in camp one year and hitting my knee on the corner of this metal dock... very painful.