Being positive sucks
The highlight of my day was my 30 minute run on my treadmill, the best part of the run was the treadmill not burning out on me. It did this a few weeks ago once I had finally found my motivation thanks to the weather cooling down. My second day of increasing my speed and running 2kms in half an hour and the motor started smoking at 1.97kms.
I'm the paranoid type so it put me off using the treadmill for a while and since I can't run outside, stupid body, I was left with no alternative but to literally run laps of my living room.
So I now feel like hell, my legs hurt and I'm tired but I feel great for getting my run in.
I've been trying so hard to be a more positive person, and honestly compared to a fair few of my friends I'm raining buckets of sunshine, but it's bloody hard to do.
People suck, and im really easy to irritate so I always have something to moan about but moaning is being negative.
Having a chronic illness sucks, and yes I have it way better than so many others, but it's still bloody hard to exercise. And dont even mention losing weight! However moaning about it wont make the pounds fall off but trying to be positive when you're not seeing results is damn near impossible.
And really any adult that has a family of their own but has their mother living with them really just should be rewarded for not committing murder...I'm positive I deserve an award of ome sort for putting up with her.
Now off to eat some positively yummy chocolate while reading positively awesome fanfiction.
I'm the paranoid type so it put me off using the treadmill for a while and since I can't run outside, stupid body, I was left with no alternative but to literally run laps of my living room.
So I now feel like hell, my legs hurt and I'm tired but I feel great for getting my run in.
I've been trying so hard to be a more positive person, and honestly compared to a fair few of my friends I'm raining buckets of sunshine, but it's bloody hard to do.
People suck, and im really easy to irritate so I always have something to moan about but moaning is being negative.
Having a chronic illness sucks, and yes I have it way better than so many others, but it's still bloody hard to exercise. And dont even mention losing weight! However moaning about it wont make the pounds fall off but trying to be positive when you're not seeing results is damn near impossible.
And really any adult that has a family of their own but has their mother living with them really just should be rewarded for not committing murder...I'm positive I deserve an award of ome sort for putting up with her.
Now off to eat some positively yummy chocolate while reading positively awesome fanfiction.