I had an interesting breakthrough last night. I was talking to J about the fact that I'd been feeling lonely lately - whether you guys believe me or not, I have trouble making new friends and I have trouble feeling close to people - feeling connected to people. (These days, when I'm too busy to hang out, I'm generally at home by myself - sometimes ( Read more... )

Realizing at the moment how significantly out of touch I've been with people over the last 3 years. I really have been in a cocoon for the better part of that time, and in a relationship, and trying to decide/rewrite what I want to do with my life. I'm happy it happened. I'm also happy that people still return my calls/texts. It helps to think ( Read more... )

As you know, I've agonized pretty seriously about my breakup. I HAD to see Mike last Friday. It wasn't going to be easy, but I wanted to see him and I had to see where we were at and whether there was still more to explain to him. I was so nervous that day that I could hardly eat. What if he was really angry with me, what if he didn't speak to ( Read more... )

Midterms....A- in English, which prompted me to make absolutely certain that I talk to my prof about anything I think I might not be getting.  He's super helpful and more than willing to give me hints.  Not on how to write my essays, but on where to base my info.  Which is awesome.  I'm sitting at a steady C in bio, but judging from the fact that I ( Read more... )