My spin class was cancelled this morning, which is dumb. I woke up with Fidget even though today is my day off, and I packed up everything to go to spin. Then it was cancelled. Boo.
It's rainy and miserable here today, which is somewhat of a downer on my day off. I'm going to need to reconfigure what I wanted to do today due to the weather and exercise, and then the studying for the exam.
Oh, finals! How I have not missed you in seven years! At like, all.
I think me and Fidget are in a state of limbo, or my own mindset has changed. I have the security that we're together, but I realize that I can't be his all. I have some plans for us this weekend, and we'll go back to our home on Monday night. While this trip was beneficial to Mimosa and Earlie Temple, I wonder if it's been taxing on Fidget due to space and time constrictions. We live in a single-family, 3bd/1.5ba house with two floors in the county. For the past week, we've been living in a 1bd/1ba apartment in the city. While it's comfortable here and I have found this sense of zen, I know we're on top of each other.
Also throughout this, I have realized I am not ready to be truly responsible for another life form yet. We throw around ideas of animals. I have always leaned toward dogs while Fidget is more of a cat person. However, this week, I've realized I don't want to be responsible for a dog right now. I'm still too selfish. I can share space with Fidget, but he can fend for himself. If I tell him to go away, he will. I just have not found comfort in an animal and I think it would be unfair to have one when we're working such long hours.
I realized my last entry was particularly depressing and harrowing, but I am hopeful that we will strike a balance in the new year. I did end up switching my classes so that I'm only in classes on Mondays and Wednesdays. I think this will give me some peace regarding the home and also give Fidget at least a night off.
Monday
Work 0730-1500
Lifespan from 1630-1840
Human Biopsychology from 1850-2100
Drive home in Onyx
Tuesday
Work 0730-1900
Ride home together
Wednesday
Work 0730-1500
Advanced Psychopathology from 1630-1840
Principles and Practices of Psychotherapy with Lab from 1850-2200
Drive home in Onyx
Thursday
Work 0730-1500
Catch city bus home, be home around 1630
Clean, do chores, exercise, make dinner
Friday
Work 0830-1700
Ride home together
I'll need to do some serious reconfiguring in order to fit some exercise in there. My pass to Muzume expires on 1/13/14, so I am hoping that Santa will bring enough monies for me to renew again. It's $100/semester, which isn't bad at all, but it's still $100.
Speaking of activities, being in the city has lead to being much more active comparatively. I originally had an awesome big plan, but it ended up not panning out. Originally, I was going to walk the whole time and leave Onyx at the apartment. It would have added up to almost 50 miles of walking! However, on Monday, I attempted this and it failed. There's not enough time in 90 minutes to walk to Mimosa's and Earlie Temple's from the Starship, walk an animal, and then walk to Muzume. Everything was cutting too close. When I was attempting to walk to Muzume on Monday afternoon, I finally saw Onyx and sent a message to Fidget: "Saw car. Took it. Sorry. Love you."
I'm impressed now that I've written it all out.
Saturday
Walk Roo for 1.9 miles
"Hotel" workout - 20 minutes of cardio and strength
Walking Roo in general ~1.5 miles
TOTALS: Cardio/strength for 20 minutes, walking 3.4 miles
Sunday
Walk Roo for 1.9 miles
Walking Roo in general ~ 1.5 miles
TOTALS: Walking 3.4 miles
Monday
Walk pup in morning - 0.4 miles
Walk to school - 1.6 miles
Spin class - 50 minutes
Showah, ride city bus
Walk home - 1.9 miles
Walk dog - 0.4 miles
Drive to school, Wells Fargo, Giant, drive home, walk dog more ~0.6 miles
TOTALS: Spinning for 50 minutes, walking 4.9 miles
Tuesday
Walk pup in morning - 0.4 miles
Drive to school, drive home, walk dog
Rest day
TOTALS: Maybe walked 1.5 miles or so combined with pup
Wednesday
Walk pup in morning - 0.4 miles
Drive to school
Spin class - 30 minutes (so late, omg!)
Showah, drive to work, drive home, walk pup ~0.6 miles
Walk to school, walk home - 3.2 miles
Walk pup again before bed - 0.4 miles
TOTALS: Spinning for 30 minutes, walking 4.4 miles
Thursday
Walk pup in morning - 0.4 miles
Drive to work, drive home on lunch, walk pup - 0.8 miles
Drive to school after work
Do BOTH BodyCombat (60 minutes) and CX Worx (30 minutes)
Drive home, walk pup at night - 0.4 miles
TOTALS: BodyCombat and CX Worx - combined 1.5 hrs (said I'd burn ~990 calories!), walking 1.6 miles
I really think I'm going to see what the weather pans out for today. I do have some errands to run and studying to do, but want to get some exercise in. Maybe I'll look when it's just cloudy and Roo and I will go on the ridiculously long walk...
... maybe we'll even make it into a woggle.