Mar 21, 2007 03:08
Lots of explanation, all of it trite, will sum up in bullet points.
-Long history of depression in family (even grandma is on zoloft)
-Been trying to deal with everything on my own (never taken RX, save 6 weeks in 9th grade)
-Lots of ideas in my head, coupled with huge ambition and dreams/delusions of grandeur
-Something in my head prevents me from doing anything
-All I ever want to do is lay down and cry and never get up
-"Maybe it's time you talk to your doctor about zoloft." Yes. Maybe it is.
-Making a damn appointment tomorrow. I'm sick of this shit.
If, in 4-6 weeks, I'm a totally different person in a very bad way, smack me and tell me to stop. Odds are I'll never know.