life

[jazeytromz]

So as I sit here listening to Evanescence in my miserible room contemplating about life in general...I find that i should prolly write it all down. Well... my life has not been the most exciting thing. Just to warn all of you...if you don't care to listen to someone complain and wine about life then stop reading and go stick it up ur ass and

Comments

from Josh (remember me?) :D

[psarkastick]

I just read this and I wanted to write something, although i'm not really sure what since you've ruled out, what were they, "pity", telling you to "move on", and telling you that "it'll be ok" :D So i guess... do you still get to do drumline or some music related activity? You always seemed to love that so i figure that'd be a good thing to hang on to. :) Anyway, if you were kidding about the thinking about killing yourself thing, then i'm gonna sound really dramatic and all "after school special", but I just wanted you to know that even though we don't really talk much anymore, you can call me WHENEVER you want, and I just really really hope that if you ever truely were considering suicide, and for some reason had no one else to call or whatever, that you'd call me! If it'd mean you not killing yourself I'd freakin' fly there as soon as possible to help you out! Don't ever think that you don't have anyone who cares about you because you always have me, whether you want me to or not :D So to end on a slightly lighter note, it sucks that we don't talk anymore becuase i think about you any time i hear evanescence, oh yeah and BUFFY STILL ROCKS!!

-Josh

"Oo I'm paralized with not caring very much." -Spike