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[jayyouelleeyeay]

i hate codependency- when people need advice for every little thing they do and need for you to hold their hand at all times or when people can't grab a meal without anyone or phone or batteries without anyone else. i also hate how this city's massive pollution is giving me chronic headaches. i almost never have headaches in the states (i've had like 3) but i have them here, every day. and it's driving me crazy. i think blowing my head off might feel more soothing.

of course i'd be less annoyed if things in my life were stable and i knew what was going on with my relationships or could maintain anything.