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i either have a facade of substance or a facade of material and stupidity. either way, i agree that i am privilaged and know i'm self centered i should quit writing this thing and realize that no one really cares about the air and backwash i bring to the table. style without substance or substance without a marketable enclosure are both unagreeable- the first with me and the second with the world.
also, i watched a horrible movie today and then blared and flopped around like a fish to that terrible but addicting radio station, kiis fm, in my mom's bmw in westwood village. both of these thigns make me feel so ridiculously useless. later on, i talk to people who actually do things with themselves and give them backhanded compliments, making them feel stupid and me even more dumb. i need to learn to give compliments. but if i don't mean it, i ain't sayin' it, yo.
also, i watched a horrible movie today and then blared and flopped around like a fish to that terrible but addicting radio station, kiis fm, in my mom's bmw in westwood village. both of these thigns make me feel so ridiculously useless. later on, i talk to people who actually do things with themselves and give them backhanded compliments, making them feel stupid and me even more dumb. i need to learn to give compliments. but if i don't mean it, i ain't sayin' it, yo.