I am the Prequel to Love.
VS
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Laying in my bed reading, listening to music, and having the sun blare in which I never allow I thought to myself. Every woman that I have dated or ever Loved is now in Love with someone. This didn't dawn too me till Zasha responded to my text "What is Crazy?" and she responded "Love". Yet I do believe I am crazy but don't have that Love. Of course the thing she said next touched me and sparked this new thought, "It is always with you". Sigh I thought and let out a smile because it was true I knew very well because I've been struggling with at as of late. Since I've had that taste of Love in my life I crave and envy it when I see it.
It hit me then.
They all are in Love now. Funny thing is it would usually happen right after me. Is it some sort of curse I have that I'm just not meant to have someone and only here to show them what Love is capable of doing? Now that they have left and miss me they resort to finally giving themselves to Love? Am I ever going to find someone I can be with realistically that will Love back? Will Love make me that normal person due to the lack of complaining and depression?
Why even have this desire of Love?
Father, Son, and Holy Spirit
Jay-eM