Glance in the Mirror. My Social Worst Enemy.
The Earth has spun around so many times and every time we've accepted that the outgoing, spontaneous, outspoken, extrovert, etc. is what is to be the social norm. How everyone is out to entertain and put on a show for crowds. Doing things to make their name known and put some sort of value of how many friends they have. Better yet rant and rave about how their group is the greatest.
I'm tired of it. Always have been. I have no interest in your parties, bars, or clubs. I've been there and done it. Don't say try it out first before you shoot it down because guess what hoe you don't know that much about me in the end.
I enjoy the idea and thought of being in my own home. Lock myself in my own misery is what I do. I complain about it all the time and finding a woman to spend time with constantly because I'm not going to go out and look for it. I'm a conversationalist. I'm not one to entertain or scream out for attention and make people laugh. I'm here to make people stop crying inside and realize sometimes there is hope and faith in life.
Dreams of prison bars behind the mirror with an old man crying out for an escape to murder you all. To come out and conquer all your fears and ideas. Only He holds the key to the cell.
My separation from the social environment tears great gaps in college environment leaving me to rot. I've gone given you chances. You walked away and now you have been black listed. There is no mask with me. I tell you over and over how I feel and what I do. If you care to listen you've joined me in my lounge. If you haven't well I hope you enjoy the other life you life as much as I've tasted the sweetness of a drama free surrounding.
There are over 200 people I stare at constantly on my buddylist that are online. Wondering what the hell are these people doing with it. Most of them I've tried and start conversation but its ended with me walking away or just closing the box and never see it pop up again because of the lack of effort you place in making a friend and expressing yourself. Your simple res ponces. The lack of passion and effort in making a friend makes me sick.
1. I want you back.
2. I miss you.
3. You disappointed me.
4. Good luck on your choice in the future.
5. Take your time because it will be sweet when you show
Father, Son, and Holy Spirit
Jay-eM
I'm tired of it. Always have been. I have no interest in your parties, bars, or clubs. I've been there and done it. Don't say try it out first before you shoot it down because guess what hoe you don't know that much about me in the end.
I enjoy the idea and thought of being in my own home. Lock myself in my own misery is what I do. I complain about it all the time and finding a woman to spend time with constantly because I'm not going to go out and look for it. I'm a conversationalist. I'm not one to entertain or scream out for attention and make people laugh. I'm here to make people stop crying inside and realize sometimes there is hope and faith in life.
Dreams of prison bars behind the mirror with an old man crying out for an escape to murder you all. To come out and conquer all your fears and ideas. Only He holds the key to the cell.
My separation from the social environment tears great gaps in college environment leaving me to rot. I've gone given you chances. You walked away and now you have been black listed. There is no mask with me. I tell you over and over how I feel and what I do. If you care to listen you've joined me in my lounge. If you haven't well I hope you enjoy the other life you life as much as I've tasted the sweetness of a drama free surrounding.
There are over 200 people I stare at constantly on my buddylist that are online. Wondering what the hell are these people doing with it. Most of them I've tried and start conversation but its ended with me walking away or just closing the box and never see it pop up again because of the lack of effort you place in making a friend and expressing yourself. Your simple res ponces. The lack of passion and effort in making a friend makes me sick.
1. I want you back.
2. I miss you.
3. You disappointed me.
4. Good luck on your choice in the future.
5. Take your time because it will be sweet when you show
Father, Son, and Holy Spirit
Jay-eM