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im so tired today. i think i have finally wore myself out i am in that stage now where all i feel like doing is sleeping all the time even though that never happens. so last night i went to tiki bobs with ashley, dana, and kati. it was fun man that place is crowded on a tuesday night. my life is just so crazy right now i cant wait till the holidays are over maybe it will calm down a little bit. but it is exciting only 3 more days until christmas and i still have so much stuff to do. so tonight i am supposed to hang out wih tim, kristina, and mike and then when kati gets off work she is supposed to come over. man i hate damn boys they are just so much work its like sometimes why even try it just tires you out. i mean i want a man but a big part of me says dont lets your gurad down for a long time because you could get hurt again and the other part says you cant go through life being afraid n e more. oh well who knows i am just gonna have to see what happens. i am so scared through so much is happening so fast and it all hits you at once. i am a little worried about one of my friends too she is going though a hard time and all i want to do is help her but at the same time she needs to help herself. i love he to death and just want her to be ok. which i am sure she will pull through she is a sting girl.... so n e ways i hope everyone has a good christmas. love ya guys~