Shit
So i think i am actually happy now! i think it is more of a content. im starting to believe more and more that everything truly does happen for a reason and if somthing is meant to be then it will be. maybe we wernt meant to be. i think i am definalty having more fun just hanging out with a bunch of people and making new friends. Maybe it is a good thing that we broke up. i think i need to take the time to figure out who the real me is and figure out what i want to do with my life. I think i need to take some "me" time not like i have been getting any of that because i am out everynight but i have been having fun not just staying at home. There is so much more to life then i ever knew before. I am so tired last night i didnt get home until like midnight and had to wake up at 6 but it was totally worth it. Me and Jen hung out with brad ( damn hes so Hott), brads friend and sean. so tonight i am going out with christina, Katie and stephanie. Then tomorrow i am going out with brad. Im excited it should be fun. I think i am actually starting to enjoy having a life of my own.Then i start to think is it wrong that i am starting to move on already? i find myself thinking this is really what i needed i needed to be free. I think this si what i needed most of all just to let things happen and figure out everything really does happen for a reason. well better get back to work!