trust issues
ps: scratch everything i just wrote about my boyfriend.
have i mentioned that i have trust issues? it all boils down to how i really feel about myself... it honestly has nothing to do with him. its like i get scared that hes gonna get sick of me, because hell, even i get sick of me... and then try to find someone more exciting. hes never done anything to lose my trust, so i'm not really sure why i think the way i do when it comes to our relationship. hmph. he's so incredibly amazing... and me not trusting him will just drive him away. i refuse to play the psycho girlfriend role! so im just gonna let go of all the crazy thoughts in my head, and from here on out, give him the trust he deserves.
just had to add that in there.
phewph. i feel a lot better. this livejournal, man, its great therapy.
have i mentioned that i have trust issues? it all boils down to how i really feel about myself... it honestly has nothing to do with him. its like i get scared that hes gonna get sick of me, because hell, even i get sick of me... and then try to find someone more exciting. hes never done anything to lose my trust, so i'm not really sure why i think the way i do when it comes to our relationship. hmph. he's so incredibly amazing... and me not trusting him will just drive him away. i refuse to play the psycho girlfriend role! so im just gonna let go of all the crazy thoughts in my head, and from here on out, give him the trust he deserves.
just had to add that in there.
phewph. i feel a lot better. this livejournal, man, its great therapy.