i give up
these past few days have led me to being down in the dumps. its a combination of things, i guess you could say. even friday night at cowboys was off, and jay and i left early with sisqo to hit up a few dollar menus. yesterday i woke up incredibly late and once again, my mom was on my ass about something or other. then work. afterwards, justin came over and watched tv then went to karmens since he was in the neighborhood anyways. hah.
chris called me last night, but i was already sleeping. i wonder if its too early to call him? i hope he gets back from tallahassee soon. i wanna hang out with him like whoa badly. we havent had a lot of chances lately just to relax together. sigh. i think ill take up his offer and go to his house after work tonight.
other than that, i just wish my family would disappear. i dont understand why i dont have a car yet? i really dont. its ridiculous. its like, jesus, mom, stop catering to everyone else's needs. why is it that the second its my turn to get something, everyone else needs something at the same damn time? ie- dad needs a new truck... jess needs a new car... dan needs a car. well fuck you, everyone, because its my turn! grow up and stop depending on mom for everything! grrr. now that that's out of my system...
i had another dream about mr. rogers last night. thats another thing that frustrates me... i want him so badly. its terrible. hes married! with two kids! get a grip, jenna, control yourself.
anyways, im done. theres just so much i cant stop thinking about. peace out.
jayStaR*