wearing my heart on my sleeve
today i am cranky as all hell.
i have such a crazy to-do list... it makes me want to cry. we were late for school again today... oh well, so was mrs. anderson so i guess it didnt matter. mr bilka noticed im late with my history IA in second period... ms rasmussen gave me a B in her class when ive always gotten As on everything in her joke she calls a psychology class. at lunch, i ate, which is something i didnt want to do. ToK sucked too because i got yelled at for not turning in my ToK essay... he said it was going to automatically get a really low score. math sucked cause me and justin went at it again, but what else is new. oh, and i fell asleep in sixth period, and senor conde noticed.
after school was worse. we had our lacrosse blitz night where we go out and sell as many stupid coupon books as possible... were supposed to go in groups. well i was alone, wandering the streets of braddock oaks. i thought i knew the neighborhood well enough to park my car and just walk around... eerrrr. wrong. by nightfall, i had no idea where i was. i was in a strange neighborhood all by myself. and a fedex guy kept driving by me. and i cried.
i forgot to include that one of my best friends said "fuck you" to me today and kept walking away. i dont take that phrase lightly, and they know how i feel about that. that was probably the pinnacle of my shitty day. that will take a while for me to get over.
tomorrow doesnt seem like it will be any better because i have to get to school at 7 in the effin morning to take a psych test, and then in second period i have to make up a timed essay and take a scheduled quiz. tonight, i have to do all of my history IA, my chapter 7 study guide, and write my effin ToK essay.
P.S. why dont i have my fucking car yet? oh right! because my mom keeps going on home-decorating shopping sprees. im gonna go throw up now. all over her stupid curtains.