Before I get to anything thing else I have to say that I am such an idiot! Today was the start of new classes and I ended up missing the one I had because I don't know how to tell time, even if it is in 24 hour time. Or I did know how to read it up until today. That among other things makes me want to cry right now. I miss too many things. And my ( Read more... )

Today really sucks, mostly because my roommate just told me that she is moving out this weekend, and that kind of depresses me. I just really wish it didn't have to be this way right now. It's weird because the only reason she is moving out is cause she wants to live alone. I don't understand why she didn't just get a single in the first place. I'm ( Read more... )

So things have been going rather decently for the last couple of weeks. They've definitely gotten better. My classes aren't bad, but they are intense. Joined an anime club as well. Went to Powell's and explored most of downtown Portland. Last week my roomate her friend and I went to Cape Meares, an small region of the Oregon coast. Even though it ( Read more... )

I arrived in Portland earlier today. Portland's as nice and pretty as I remembered.It was one of the most tiring days I've experienced in a long time though. I know I should be happy right now, but it's just the opposite. I am glad to have this opportunity to be on my own, but I never imagined that I'd have such a tough time coping away from home ( Read more... )

So this past weekend was really fun!! I finally got to see Sadie live and it was an amazing concert. I think it was one of the best I've been to, but I'm probably a little biased since they are one of my favorite bands. However I really want to see them again soon! I spent maybe too much money on merchandise, but it couldn't be helped.^^ There was ( Read more... )

Why oh why, Sadie, couldn't you come perform in San Francisco instead of southern California! I guess it's better then not coming to CA at all. Now I have to find a way to get to Anaheim that's not too expensive. There's no way I can miss their performance! Wah!

Yeah so I'm done being her friend. I attempted to give her advice(which she won't follow of course)about talking to a neutral party such as a therapist, and I was honest. But now I'm done with all the drama, and I'm done being her stepping stool. I feel bad, but I can't take it anymore and she is really quite burdensome. It sucks cause I was happy ( Read more... )

Yesterday, someone left a message on my phone saying I was a bad friend and that she didn't know why she was ever friends with me. This was after I said I couldn't go to a certain place with her. I just really don't know how to deal with her situation, I do care but I can't handle it. I don't even know how to handle lots of things in my own life. ( Read more... )

Seriously, yelling at me just cause I'm using the internet on my computer. He doesn't even have to yell just cause he has a problem. Psycho parents I swear, I've had enough of both of their bullshit! Also when it comes to them seeing their own behavior, they can never step back and think, "hmm maybe I don't have to act all insane and I can act ( Read more... )

So it's the third week into classes. I have no shortage of things to stress over or worry about. My communications class freaks me out because yuck, speeches. That's one out of two that I'll be the most stressed about. I need to finish my personal statement this week because it's due next week, at least it will be over with ( Read more... )