FUCK EVERYTHING
I'm overwhelmed, I'm exhausted, I'm frustrated, I'm over-extended, and I'm probably PMSing because I am being such a bitch right now. and i couldn't care less.
I'm leaving tomorrow to go up north for 3 days and im pissed off because austin didnt feel like seeing me before i left. i dont really give a flying fuck if im overreacting. im pissed and im allowed to be. i dont care what the reasoning is, i don't care why he didnt want to see me, im just pissed and nothing is going to make me not pissed.
i have to drive 5 hours up north tomorrow, and im not going to get any sleep because i never get any sleep the night before i go somewhere because i'll be getting everything ready to leave and checking to make sure i didnt forget anything. which means i'll just be pissier tomorrow. good luck to all those going up north with me. it should be fun.
im so pissed i could cry. i should cuz i need to. but i wont. because sarah's gonna be here soon. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
im so angry. i want to throw something. i want to destroy something. i want to mangle something so bad that no one would be able to tell what it used to be. i want to scream so loud that i deafen the people around me. i want to punch a wall. i want to rear-end someone, then back up and do it again, but harder. i am so mad.
and im missing the last 3 letters of my greek alphabet stencils, and i can't find my swimsuit bottoms.
fuck everything up the ass. without lube. that was for marina.
I'm leaving tomorrow to go up north for 3 days and im pissed off because austin didnt feel like seeing me before i left. i dont really give a flying fuck if im overreacting. im pissed and im allowed to be. i dont care what the reasoning is, i don't care why he didnt want to see me, im just pissed and nothing is going to make me not pissed.
i have to drive 5 hours up north tomorrow, and im not going to get any sleep because i never get any sleep the night before i go somewhere because i'll be getting everything ready to leave and checking to make sure i didnt forget anything. which means i'll just be pissier tomorrow. good luck to all those going up north with me. it should be fun.
im so pissed i could cry. i should cuz i need to. but i wont. because sarah's gonna be here soon. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
im so angry. i want to throw something. i want to destroy something. i want to mangle something so bad that no one would be able to tell what it used to be. i want to scream so loud that i deafen the people around me. i want to punch a wall. i want to rear-end someone, then back up and do it again, but harder. i am so mad.
and im missing the last 3 letters of my greek alphabet stencils, and i can't find my swimsuit bottoms.
fuck everything up the ass. without lube. that was for marina.