On The Edge Looking Over

[jaynajoy]

First off to those who left messages on my last post:

Julie xuntamedx: Yes, the icon was teh amusing. I do feel shitty right now, very shitty. Thanks for thinking of me. :)

Sarah fallen_angel815: *hugs* I just feel like shit right now, fully and totally, no matter what I do. There isn't anything you can do, but thanks for asking. It means a lot.

Ashley lostintheashes: I liked being

Comments

[joecook]

Based on reading this and your last 2 posts, I think I understand how you're feeling even if I don't know what caused it. I've been in a similar spot (if I understand correctly; I may not) -- at least emotionally, if not situationally -- a few times. Seeing as I always doubt at those times that things will ever get better, I may seem hypocritical in saying 'Wait it out, don't do anything severe, and eventually it'll be okay.' But I'm going to say that anyway. I'm going to say that, because you've said it to me in the past, and it has proven to be true. So I am hoping it'll be true in your case as well. Maybe it's just my way of reading things, but I notice you end with "If it ever will," whereas I usually end things with "I don't know. I'll see, I guess." Yours seems to express less hope, and I hope that my way of reading critically is the reason for this. But even if you are feeling quite hopeless, I hope you can "sit and wait for this sh** to be over." If there's anything I can do to help, just let me know. If not, I

[lostintheashes]

Chris is really worried about you. I was on the phone with him last night (like normal) and he was out of his mind with worry. He really cares about what happens as do your other friends. I'm still not even sure what happened. But I hope you make the right decisions.

<3

[fallen_angel815]

Yay for you being in school today!!